and suffer the disease which makes such ravages; should
descend into the shades and face the spectres.
No one can deny the risk of dwelling on such thoughts
as he must dwell on; but if he feels warmly with his
kind, he may think it even a duty to face the risk.
To any one accustomed to live on his belief it cannot
but be a hard necessity, full of pain and difficulty,
first to think and then to speak of what he believes,
as if it might not be, or could be otherwise;
but the changes of time bring up ever new hard necessities;
and one thing is plain, that if ever such an investigation
is undertaken, it ought to be a real one, in good earnest
and not in play. If a man investigates at all,
both for his own sake and for the sake of the effect
of his investigation on others, he must accept the
fair conditions of investigation. We may not ourselves
be able to conceive the possibility of taking, even
provisionally, a neutral position; but looking at
what is going on all round us, we ought to be able
to enlarge our thoughts sufficiently to take in the
idea that a believing mind may feel it a duty to surrender
itself boldly to the intellectual chances and issues
of the inquiry, and to “let its thoughts take
their course in the confidence that they will come
home at last.” It may be we ourselves who
“have not faith enough to be patient of doubt”;
there may be others who feel that if what they believe
is real, they need not be afraid of the severest revisal
and testing of the convictions on which they rest;
who feel that, in the circumstances of the time, it
is not left to their choice whether these convictions
shall be sifted unsparingly and to the uttermost; and
who think it a venture not unworthy of a Christian,
to descend even to the depths to go through the thoughts
of doubters, if so be that he may find the spell that
shall calm them. We do not say that this book
is the production of such a state of mind; we only
think that it may be. One thing is clear, wherever
the writer’s present lot is cast, he has that
in him which not only enables him, but forces him,
to sympathise with what he sees in the opposite camp.
If he is what is called a Liberal, his whole heart
is yet pouring itself forth towards the great truths
of Christianity. If he is what is called orthodox,
his whole intellect is alive to the right and duty
of freedom of thought. He will therefore attract
and repel on both sides. And he appears to feel
that the position of double sympathy gives him a special
advantage, to attract to each side what is true in
its opposite, and to correct in each what is false
or inadequate.