Oh yes! however cold in after years,
At least it cost thee sorrow then
to leave me;
And for those few sincere, remorseful
tears,
I do forgive (though thou couldst thus
deceive me)
The years of peace of which thou didst
bereave me.
Yes—as I saw those gushing
life-drops come
Back to the heart which yet delayed to
grieve me,
Thy love returned a moment to its home,
Far, far away from me for ever then to
roam.
He deserts her:
Still hope was left me, and each tedious
hour
Was counted as it brought his coming near;
And joyfully I watched each fading flower;
Each tree, whose shadowy boughs grew red
and sear;
And hailed sad Autumn, favourite of the
year.
At length my time of sorrow came—’twas
over,
A beauteous boy was brought me, doubly
dear,
For all the Tears that promise caused
to hover
Round him—’twas past—I
claimed a husband in my lover.
On her return to her paternal cottage:
“My father’ oh, my father!”
vain the cry—
I had no father now; no need to say
“Thou art alone!.” I
felt my misery—
My father, yet return,—return!
the day
When sorrow had availed is passed away:
Tears cannot raise the dead, grief cannot
call
Back to the earthy corse the spirit’s
ray—
Vainly eternal tears of blood might fall;
One short year since, he lived—my
hopes now perished all!
The tale then concludes:
Years have gone by—my thoughts
have risen higher—
I sought for refuge at the Almighty’s
throne;
And when I sit by this low mould’ring
fire,
With but my Bible, feel not quite alone.
Lingering in peace, till I can lay me
down,
Quiet and cold in that last dwelling place,
By him o’er whose young head the
grass is grown—
By him who yet shall rise with angel face,
Pleading for me, the lost and sinful of
my race.
And if I still heave one reluctant sigh—
If earthly sorrows still will cross my
heart—
If still to my now dimmed and sunken eye
The bitter tear, half checked, in vain
will start;
I hid the dreams of other days depart,
And turn, with clasping hands, and lips
compress’d,
To pray that Heaven will soothe sad memory’s
smart;
Teach me to bear and calm my troubled
breast;
And grant her peace in Heaven who
not on earth may rest.
The author of this exquisite volume is the daughter of the late Thomas Sheridan, and is described as a young and lovely woman, moving in a fashionable sphere.
In this edition are several minor pieces, and others not before published, some of which are of equal merit with the specimens we have here quoted.
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