He came—admired the pure and peaceful scene, And offer’d money for our humble cot. Oh! justly burn’d my father’s cheek, I ween, “His sires by honest toil the dwelling got; Their home was not for sale.” It matters not How, after that, Lord Arthur won my love. He smiled contemptuous on my humble lot, Yet left no means untried my heart to move, And call’d to witness his the glorious heavens above.
Oh! dimmed are now the eyes he used to
praise,
Sad is the laughing brow where hope was
beaming,
The cheek that blushed at his impassioned
gaze
Wan as the waters where the moon is gleaming;
For many a tear of sorrow hath been streaming
Down the changed face, which knew no care
before;
And my sad heart, awakened from its dreaming,
Recalls those days of joy, untimely o’er,
And mourns remembered bliss, which can
return no more.
It was upon a gentle summer’s eve,
When Nature lay all silently at rest—
When none but I could find a cause to
grieve,
I sought in vain to soothe my troubled
breast,
And wander’d forth alone, for well
I guess’d
That Arthur would be lingering in the
bower
Which oft with summer garlands I had drest;
Where blamelessly I spent full many an
hour
Ere yet I felt or love’s or sin’s
remorseless power.
No joyful step to welcome me was there;
For slumber had her transient blessing
sent
To him I loved—the still and
balmy air,
The blue and quiet sky, repose had lent,
Deep as her own—above that
form I bent,
The rich and clustering curls I gently
raised,
And, trembling, kissed his brow—I
turned and went—
Softly I stole away, nor, lingering, gazed;
Fearful and wondering still, at my own
deed amazed.
Her first pangs of sorrow at quitting home:
“Oh, Arthur! stay”—he turned, and all was o’er— My sorrow, my repentance—all was vain— I dreamt the dream of life and love once more, To wake to sad reality of pain. He spoke, but to my ear no sound was plain, Until the little wicket-gate we passed— That sound of home I never heard again, And then “drive on—drive faster—yet more fast.” I raised my weeping head—Oh! I had looked my last.
One of those precious moments in which remorse overtakes the victims of crime, is thus finely drawn:
Months passed: one evening, as of
early days,
When first my bosom thrilled his
voice to hear,
And thought upon the gentle words of praise
Which forced my lips to smile, and chased
my fear:
I sang—a sob, deep, single,
struck my ear;
Wondering, I gazed on Arthur, bending
low—
His features were concealed, but many
a tea,
Quick gushing forth, continued fast to
flow,
Stood where they fell, then sank like
dew-drops on the snow.