she looked as white as a ghost for want of air; and
after a good deal of persuasion, she did go out sometimes
of an afternoon, but she wouldn’t ask any one
to walk with her, though there were plenty she might
have asked—the young ladies from the Rectory
and others. She preferred being alone, she told
me, and I was glad that she should get the air and
the change anyhow. She brightened a little after
this, but very little. It was all of a sudden
one day that she told me she was going away.
I wanted to go with her, but she said that couldn’t
be. I asked her where she was going, and she told
me, after hesitating a little, that she was going
to friends in London. I knew she had been very
fond of two young ladies that she went to school with
at Lidford, whose father lived in London; and I thought
it was to their house she was going. I asked
her if it was, and she said yes. She made arrangements
with the landlord about selling the furniture.
He is an auctioneer himself, and there was no difficulty
about that. The money was to be sent to her at
a post-office in London. I wondered at that, but
she said it was better so. She paid every sixpence
that was owing, and gave me a handsome present over
and above my wages; though I didn’t want to
take anything from her, poor dear young lady, knowing
that there was very little left after the Captain’s
death, except the furniture, which wasn’t likely
to bring much. And so she went away about two
days after she first mentioned that she was going
to leave Lidford. It was all very sudden, and
I don’t think she bade good-bye to any one in
the place. She seemed quite broken down with
grief in those two last days. I shall never forget
her poor pale face when she got into the fly.”
“How did she go? From the station here?”
“I don’t know anything about that, except
that the fly came to the cottage for her and her luggage.
I wanted to go to the station with her, to see her
off, but she wouldn’t let me.”
“Did she mention me during the time that followed
Captain Sedgewick’s death?”
“Only when I spoke about you, sir. I used
to try to comfort her, telling her she had you still
left to care for her, and to make up for him she’d
lost. But she used to look at me in a strange
pitiful sort of way, and shake her head. ‘I
am very miserable, Sarah,’ she would say to me;
’I am quite alone in the world now my dear uncle
is gone, and I don’t know what to do.’
I told her she ought to look forward to the time when
she would be married, and would have a happy home
of her own; but I could never get her to talk of that.”
“Can you tell me the name and address of her
friends in London—the young ladies with
whom she went to school?”
“The name is Bruce, sir; and they live, or they
used to live at that time, in St. John’s-wood.
I have heard Miss Nowell say that, but I don’t
know the name of the street or number of the house.”