So said I, and still say the same;
Still, to my death, will say—
Three gods, within this little frame,
Are warring night and day;
Heaven could not hold them all, and yet
They all are held in me;
And must be mine till I forget
My present entity!
Oh, for the time, when in my breast
Their struggles will be o’er!
Oh, for the day, when I shall rest,
And never suffer more!
I saw a spirit, standing, man,
Where thou dost stand—an
hour ago,
And round his feet three rivers ran,
Of equal depth, and equal
flow—
A golden stream—and one like
blood,
And one like sapphire seemed
to be;
But where they joined their triple flood
It tumbled in an inky sea.
The spirit sent his dazzling gaze
Down through that ocean’s
gloomy night;
Then, kindling all, with sudden blaze,—
The glad deep sparkled wide
and bright—
White as the sun, far, far more fair
Than its divided sources were!
And even for that spirit, seer,
I’ve watched and sought
my lifetime long;
Sought him in heaven, hell, earth and
air,
An endless search and always
wrong.
Had I but seen his glorious eye
Once light the clouds
that ’wilder me,
I ne’er had raised this coward cry
To cease to think, and cease
to be;
I ne’er had called oblivion blest,
Nor, stretching eager hands
to death,
Implored to change for senseless rest
This sentient soul, this living
breath—
Oh, let me die—that power and
will
Their cruel strife may close,
And conquered good and conquering ill
Be lost in one repose!
That vision of the transcendent spirit, with the mingled triple flood of life about his feet, is one that Blake might have seen and sung and painted.
The fourth poem, “The Prisoner”, is a fragment, and an obscure fragment, which may belong to a very different cycle. But whatever its place, it has the same visionary quality. The vision is of the woman captive, “confined in triple walls”, the “guest darkly lodged”, the “chainless soul”, that defies its conqueror, its gaoler, and the spectator of its agony. It has, this prisoner, its own unspeakable consolation, the “Messenger”:
He comes with western winds, with evening’s
wandering airs,
With that clear dusk of heaven that brings
the thickest stars.
Winds take a pensive tone, and stars a
tender fire,
And visions rise and change that kill
me with desire.
* * * * *
But, first, a hush of peace—a
soundless calm descends;
The struggle of distress, and fierce impatience
ends;
Mute music soothes my breast—unuttered
harmony,
That I could never dream, till earth was
lost to me.
Then dawns the Invisible; the Unseen its
truth reveals;
My outward sense is gone, my inward essence
feels:
Its wings are almost free—its
home, its harbour found,
Measuring the gulf, it stoops and dares
the final bound.