political factions here, and the terrible events of
the 20th of June, have again made it necessary for
the friends of the King, if they wish to save him,
to exert themselves in his behalf. When this
was made plain, those gentlemen with whom I had formerly
been associated in the effort to serve His Majesty
again applied to me for assistance, so that I found
myself in the cruel position of either betraying my
official trust or of abandoning the monarch whom I
sincerely pitied and whom I had pledged myself to aid.
The last and most moving appeal made to me was that
of Monsieur Lafayette. I met him at the Tuileries
when he went to pay his respects to their Majesties
before rejoining his army. I know not what had
passed between the King and himself at the levee,
for I arrived just as he was going, but I saw by his
countenance that he had the gloomiest forebodings.
He drew me into a small anteroom and spoke to me with
his old familiarity and affection. Indeed, he
is greatly changed, and I could not help but be touched
by the consternation and grief that weighed upon him.
He opened himself to me very freely and confessed that
’twas his opinion that the King was lost if brave
and wise friends did not immediately offer their services
in his behalf. He knew of the scheme in which
I had been before engaged to assist the King, and he
besought me to renew those engagements and to prosecute
them with the utmost diligence. The King, he
said, had let fall some expressions indicating his
confidence in myself, ‘a confidence,’ said
Lafayette, ’which he did not hesitate to show
he did not feel in me. The Queen is even more
distrustful of me than the King, so that I think their
safety lies in your hands. But, believe me, though
they do not trust me, they have no more devoted servant.
I am come, at length, to your belief that in the King
alone is to be found the cure for the ills of the present
time, and not the most ardent royalist is now more
anxious to preserve His Majesty than myself.’
While Lafayette was speaking, a way out of my difficulties
suddenly occurred to me. I thought of you, my
boy, and, knowing that I could rely on you as on myself,
I determined to appeal to you to act in my stead,
to take upon yourself those dangers and risks which,
in my position of minister from a neutral power to
this country, I have now no right to assume.
I know how great a thing I am asking, but I also know
your generous nature, your steadfastness, your capability
to carry through discreetly and swiftly any undertaking
you engage in. As an American, you will have
the confidence of the King and Queen, and will act
as a surety for Lafayette, whom ’tis only too
true their Majesties distrust profoundly. I reminded
Lafayette of the unalterable obligation which prevented
me from interesting myself personally in the political
situation here and of the plan I had just formed of
appealing to you. He approved of it entirely,
saying that there was no one in whose hands he would