him recoiled from following in the path of either
the one or the other. With a subtile and exuberant
wit,—he knew that wit touches not sacred
things. With great practical prudence and a brilliant
speculative capacity,—in a clergyman, prudence
is less than faith, and brilliancy of thought than
the glow of the heart. In his rich composite character
he had, indeed, the qualities which make the clergyman;
his disposition was religious, his heart was tender
and Christian, he could give the best advice to the
people; and though his appearance was not quite saint-like,
it was at least suggestive of a good man who was walking
in the way which he pointed out to others. But
these qualities were not those with which he was most
highly endowed. Energy and sterling common-sense,
which he had inherited from his father, an elastic,
mercurial, and passionate nature, which had come to
him from his Huguenot mother,—these were
the strong points in his character, and it belongs
to neither of them to take the lead in the Church.
Sydney had scanned the whole field. Having questioned
well his desires, examined well his blood, derived
what wisdom he could from history and observation,
he deliberately chose the law. Why, then, did
he take to theology? We read that his father
had incurred so much expense in educating his eldest
son for the legal profession, and in fitting out two
others for India, that he could not well furnish the
means for Sydney’s education, and strongly recommended
him to go into the Church; and that the son sacrificed
his own to his father’s inclination.
We may imagine Sydney Smith’s reflections.
With his versatile talent, honorable ambition, and
consciousness that he could have made a shining name
in political life, his object now was to find a sufficient
sphere for the exercise of all his powers in the Church.
It was no fault of his that he was unwilling to settle
as curate and have no aim beyond his parish except
to go to heaven at last. With his superfluity
of human nature, for him to become a saint was out
of the question. What then? Should he enter
the realm of dogmatics, and become a learned and redoubted
champion of the faith, passing his life amid exegesis?
Should he renounce thorough thinking, and become a
polished and popular pastor, an ornament of the pulpit
and of society? Should he signalize himself for
gravity, orthodoxy, and ability, seek the earthly prizes
of his profession, and perhaps become Archbishop of
Canterbury? Should he become a jolly, vinous,
and Friar-Tuck sort of clergyman? God forbid!
he said to each of these queries, and rushed forward
into his profession. Regarding himself as a lamb
for the slaughter, yet tremendously in earnest not
to be sacrificed, he went into the Church groping and
fearing, but resolute. Trembling lest he should
not do his duty both to himself and to his sacred
office, he yet determined to try. Thus the thorn
which troubled Sydney Smith was not an affliction,
but was what he regarded as a danger; and, though
less patent and pointed than that in the life of Charles
Lamb, probably had not less influence in the discipline
of character.