Now that blue house was actually before his eyes!  And he was hurrying toward it,—­not without some hesitation; a vague uneasiness he could not explain.  His heart was in his mouth, it seemed, and he found it hard to breathe.

Orchard workers came along the road, occasionally, stepping aside to make room for the famous man, though he answered their greeting absent-mindedly.  What a nuisance!  They would all be sure to tell where they had seen him!  His mother would know all about it within half an hour!  And, that evening, a scene in the dining-room!  As Rafael walked on toward the Blue House, he thought bitterly of his situation.  Why was he going there anyhow?  Why insist on living in a stew all the time?  He had had two or three short but violent scenes with his mother a few months before.  What a fury that stern, pious, and puritanic woman became when she found out that her son had been calling down at the Blue House and was on friendly terms with a strange lady, an outsider, whom the respectable folk of the city would have nothing to do with, and of whom not a good word was ever heard except from the men at the Club, when they were sure their wives were not in hearing distance!

Tempestuous scenes they had been!  He was running for Congress at the time.  Was he trying—­she wanted to know—­to dishonor the family and compromise his political future?  Was that what his poor father had lived for—­a life of sacrifice and struggle, of service to “the Party,” which, many a time, had meant shouldering a gun?  And a loose woman was to be allowed to ruin the House of Brull, which for thirty years had been putting every cent it owned into politics, for the benefit of My Lords up in Madrid!  And just when a Brull was about to reap the reward of so many sacrifices at last, and become a deputy—­the means perhaps of clearing off the property, which was lousy with attachments and mortgages!...

Rafael had been no match for that energetic mother, the soul of “the Party.”  Meekly he had promised never to return to the Blue House, never to call again on that “loose woman”—­dona Bernarda actually hissed as she said the word.

However, the upshot of it all had been that Rafael simply discovered how weak he was.  Despite his promise, he returned to the Blue House often, but by round-about ways and over long detours, skulking from cover to cover, as he had done in childhood days when stealing oranges from the orchards.  There he was, a man whose name was on the lips of the whole county, and who at any moment might be invested with authority from the people, thus realizing the life-long dream of his father!  But the sight of a woman in the fields, a child, a beggar, would make him blanch with terror!  And that was not the worst of it!  Whenever he entered the Blue House now he had to pretend he came openly, without any fear whatever.  And so things had gone on down to the very eve of his departure for Madrid.

As Rafael reached this point in his reminiscences, he asked himself what hope had led him to disobey his mother and brook her truly formidable wrath.