“How or when the thought of Luttra first crossed my mind I cannot say.  At first I recoiled at the suggestion and put it away from me in disdain; but it ever recurred and with it so many arguments in her favor that before long I found myself regarding it as a refuge.  To be sure she was a waif and a stray, but that seemed to be the kind of wife demanded of me.  She was allied to rogues if not villains, I knew; but then had she not cut all connection with them, dropped away from them, planted her feet on new ground which they would never invade?  I commenced to cherish the idea.  With this friendless, grateful, unassuming protegee of mine for a wife, I would be as little bound as might be.  She would ask nothing, and I need give nothing, beyond a home and the common attentions required of a gentleman and a friend.  Then she was not disagreeable, nor was her beauty of a type to suggest the charms of her I had lost.  None of the graces of the haughty patrician lady whose lightest gesture was a command, would appear in this humble girl, to mock and constrain me.  No, I should have a fair wife and an obedient one, but no vulgarized shadow of Evelyn, thank God, or of any of her fashionably dressed friends.

“Advanced thus far towards the end, I went to see Luttra.  I had not beheld her since the morning we parted at the door of that little cottage in Vermont, and her presence caused me a shock.  This, the humble waif with the appealing grateful eyes I had expected to encounter? this tall and slender creature with an aureola of golden hair about a face that it was an education to behold!  I felt a half movement of anger as I surveyed her.  I had been cheated; I had planted a grape seed and a palm tree had sprung up in its place.  I was so taken aback, my salute lost something of the benevolent condescension I had intended to infuse into it.  She seemed to feel my embarassment and a half smile fluttered to her lips.  That smile decided me.  It was sweet but above all else it was appealing.

“How I won that woman to marry me in ten days time I care not to state.  Not by holding up my wealth and position before her.  Something restrained me from that.  I was resolved, and perhaps it was the only point of light in my conduct at that time, not to buy this young girl.  I never spoke of my expectations, I never alluded to my present advantages yet I won her.

“We were married, there, in Troy in the quietest and most unpretending manner.  Why the fact has never transpired I cannot say.  I certainly took no especial pains to conceal it at the time, though I acknowledge that after our separation I did resort to such measures as I thought necessary, to suppress what had become gall and wormwood to my pride.

“My first move after the ceremony was to bring her immediately to New York and to this house.  With perhaps a pardonable bitterness of spirit, I had refrained from any notification of my intentions, and it was as strangers might enter an unprepared dwelling, that we stepped across the threshold of this house and passed immediately to my father’s room.