of burden, a drudge too horrible for anything but
work; and I suppose, all things considered, that the
fat landlady with a dozen children did well to work
you seventeen hours a day, and cheat you out of your
miserable wages. You had no friends; you could
not have a friend unless it were some forlorn cat
or dog; but you once spoke to me of your brother, who
worked in a potato store, and I was astonished, and
I wondered if he were as awful as you. Poor Emma!
I shall never forget your kind heart and your unfailing
good humour; you were born beautifully good as a rose
is born with perfect perfume; you were as unconscious
of your goodness as the rose of its perfume.
And you were taken by this fat landlady as ’Arry
takes a rose and sticks it in his tobacco-reeking
coat; and you will be thrown away, shut out of doors
when health fails you, or when, overcome by base usage,
you take to drink. There is no hope for you;
even if you were treated better and paid your wages
there would be no hope. That forty pounds even,
if they were given to you, would bring you no good
fortune. They would bring the idle loafer, who
scorns you now as something too low for even his kisses,
hanging about your heels and whispering in your ears.
And his whispering would drive you mad, for your kind
heart longs for kind words; and then when he had spent
your money and cast you off in despair, the gin shop
and the river would do the rest. Providence is
very wise after all, and your best destiny is your
present one. We cannot add a pain, nor can we
take away a pain; we may alter, but we cannot subtract
nor even alleviate. But what truisms are these;
who believes in philanthropy nowadays?
* * * *
*
“Come in.”
“Oh, it is you, Emma!”
“Are you going to dine at home to-day, sir?”
“What can I have?”
“Well, yer can ’ave a chop or a steak.”
“Anything else?”
“Yes, yer can ’ave a steak, or a chop,
or—”
“Oh yes, I know; well then, I’ll have
a chop. And now tell me, Emma, how is your young
man? I hear you have got one, you went out with
him the other night.”
“Who told yer that?”
“Ah, never mind; I hear everything.”
“I know, from Miss L——.”
“Well, tell me, how did you meet him, who introduced
him?”
“I met ’im as I was a-coming from the
public ’ouse with the beer for missus’
dinner.”
“And what did he say?”
“He asked me if I was engaged; I said no.
And he come round down the lane that evening.”
“And he took you out?”
“Yes.”
“And where did you go?”
“We went for a walk on the Embankment.”
“And when is he coming for you again?”
“He said he was coming last evening, but he
didn’t.”
“Why didn’t he?”
“I dunno; I suppose because I haven’t
time to go out with him. So it was Miss L——
that told you; well, you do ’ave chats on the
stairs. I suppose you likes talking to ’er.”