he ate his heart in dismay as he counted the days,
the hours, the minutes, and then calculated the amount
of misery that was in store for him. And there
was so much more for him to think of than his own
condition. He knew of course that he was innocent
of the crime imputed to him;—but would it
not be the same to his wife and child as though he
had been in truth guilty? Would not his boy to
his dying day be regarded as illegitimate? And
though he had been wrongly condemned, had not all
this come in truth from his own fault? And when
that eternity of misery within the prison walls should
have come to an end,—if he could live through
it so as to see the end of it,—what would
then be his fate, and what his duty? He had perfect
trust in his wife; but who could say what two years
might do,—two years during which she would
be subjected to the pressure of all her friends?
Where should he find her when the months had passed?
And if she were no longer at Folking, would she come
back to him? He was sure, nearly sure, that he
could not claim her as his wife. And were she
still minded to share her future lot with him, in what
way should he treat her? If that horrid woman
was his wife in the eye of the law,—and
he feared though hardly knew that it would be so,—then
could not that other one, who was to him as a part
of his own soul, be his wife also? What would
become of his child, who, as far as he could see, would
not be his child at all in the eye of the law?
Even while he was still a free man, still uncondemned,
an effort had been made to rob him of his wife and
boy,—an effort which for a time had seemed
to be successful. How would Hester be able to
withstand such attempts when they would be justified
by a legal decision that she was not his wife,—and
could not become his wife while that other woman was
alive? Such thoughts as these did not tend to
relieve the weariness of his days.
The only person from the outside world whom he was
allowed to see during the three months of his incarceration
was Mr. Seely, and with him he had two interviews.
From the time of the verdict Mr. Seely was still engaged
in making those enquiries as to the evidence of which
we have heard so much, and though he was altogether
unsympathetic and incredulous, still he did his duty.
He had told his client that these enquiries were being
made, and had, on his second visit, informed him of
the arrival of Dick Shand. But he had never spoken
with hope, and had almost ridiculed Bagwax with his
postage-stamps and postmarks. When Caldigate first
heard that Dick was in England,—for a minute
or two,—he allowed himself to be full of
hope. But the attorney had dashed his hopes.
What was Shand’s evidence against the testimony
of four witnesses who had borne the fire of cross-examination?
Their character was not very good, but Dick’s
was, if possible, worse. Mr. Seely did not think
that Dick’s word would go for much. He
could simply say that, as far as he knew, there had
been no marriage. And in this Mr. Seely had been
right, for Dick’s word had not gone for much.
Then, when Crinkett and Mrs. Smith had been arrested,
no tidings had reached him of that further event.
It had been thought best that nothing as to that should
be communicated to him till the result should be known.