taught to regard them simply as enemies in this matter.
She loved her mother; but in this matter her mother
was her declared enemy. His voice, and his voice
alone, could now reach her ears. As to that great
hereafter to which the clergyman had so flippantly
alluded, he was content to leave that to herself.
Much as he differed from her as to details of a creed,
he felt sure that she was safe there. To his
thinking, she was the purest human being that had
ever come beneath his notice. Whatever portion
of bliss there may be for mankind in a life after
this life, the fullest portion of that bliss would
be hers, whether by reason of her creed or in spite
of it. Accustomed to think much of things, it
was thus that he thought of her in reference to the
world to come. But as to this world, he was not
quite so sure. If she could die and have that
other bliss at once, that would be best,—only
for the child, only for the child! But he did
doubt. Would it do for her to ignore that verdict
altogether, when his son should be released from jail,
and be to him as though there had been no verdict?
Would not the finger of scorn be pointed at her;—and,
as he thought of it,—possibly at future
children? Might it not be better for her to bow
to the cruelty of Fate, and consent to be apart from
him at any rate while that woman should be alive?
And again, if such would be better, then was it not
clear that no time should be lost in beginning that
new life? If at last it should be ruled that she
must go back to her mother, it would certainly be
well that she should do so now, at once, so that people
might know that she had yielded to the verdict.
In this way the stone was hollowed—though
the hollowing had not been made visible to the naked
eye of Mr. Smirkie.
He was a man whose conscience did not easily let him
rest when he believed that a duty was incumbent on
him. It was his duty now, he thought, not to
bid her go, not to advise her to go,—but
to put before her what reasons there might be for
her going.
‘I am telling you,’ he said, ‘what
other people say.’
‘I do not regard what other people say.’
’That might be possible for a man, Hester, but
a woman has to regard what the world says. You
are young, and may have a long life before you.
We cannot hide from ourselves the fact that a most
terrible misfortune has fallen upon you, altogether
undeserved but very grievous.’
‘God, when he gave me my husband,’ she
replied, ’did me more good than any man can
do me harm by taking him away. I never cease to
tell myself that the blessing is greater than the
misfortune.’
‘But, my dearest——’
’I know it all, father. I know what you
would tell me. If I live here after he comes
out of prison people will say that I am his mistress.’
‘Not that, not that,’ he cried, unable
to bear the contumely of the word, even from her lips.
’Yes, father; that is what you mean. That
is what they all mean. That is what mamma means,
and Margaret. Let them call me what they will.
It is not what they call me, but what I am. It
is bad for a woman to have evil said of her, but it
is worse for her to do evil. It is your house,
and you, of course, can bid me go.’