On this afternoon we had six cows to lift.  We struggled manfully, and got five on their feet, and then proceeded to where the last one was lying, back downwards, on a shadeless stony spot on the side of a hill.  The men slewed her round by the tail, while mother and I fixed the dog-leg and adjusted the ropes.  We got the cow up, but the poor beast was so weak and knocked about that she immediately fell down again.  We resolved to let her have a few minutes’ spell before making another attempt at lifting.  There was not a blade of grass to be seen, and the ground was too dusty to sit on.  We were too overdone to make more than one-worded utterances, so waited silently in the blazing sun, closing our eyes against the dust.

Weariness!  Weariness!

A few light wind-smitten clouds made wan streaks across the white sky, haggard with the fierce relentless glare of the afternoon sun.  Weariness was written across my mother’s delicate careworn features, and found expression in my father’s knitted brows and dusty face.  Blackshaw was weary, and said so, as he wiped the dust, made mud with perspiration, off his cheeks.  I was weary—­my limbs ached with the heat and work.  The poor beast stretched at our feet was weary.  All nature was weary, and seemed to sing a dirge to that effect in the furnace-breath wind which roared among the trees on the low ranges at our back and smote the parched and thirsty ground.  All were weary, all but the sun.  He seemed to glory in his power, relentless and untiring, as he swung boldly in the sky, triumphantly leering down upon his helpless victims.

Weariness!  Weariness!

This was life—­my life—­my career, my brilliant career!  I was fifteen—­fifteen!  A few fleeting hours and I would be old as those around me.  I looked at them as they stood there, weary, and turning down the other side of the hill of life.  When young, no doubt they had hoped for, and dreamed of, better things—­had even known them.  But here they were.  This had been their life; this was their career.  It was, and in all probability would be, mine too.  My life—­my career—­my brilliant career!

Weariness!  Weariness!

The summer sun danced on.  Summer is fiendish, and life is a curse, I said in my heart.  What a great dull hard rock the world was!  On it were a few barren narrow ledges, and on these, by exerting ourselves so that the force wears off our finger-nails, it allows us to hang for a year or two, and then hurls us off into outer darkness and oblivion, perhaps to endure worse torture than this.

The poor beast moaned.  The lifting had strained her, and there were patches of hide worn off her the size of breakfast-plates, sore and most harrowing to look upon.

It takes great suffering to wring a moan from the patience of a cow.  I turned my head away, and with the impatience and one-sided reasoning common to fifteen, asked God what He meant by this.  It is well enough to heap suffering on human beings, seeing it is supposed to be merely a probation for a better world, but animals—­poor, innocent animals—­why are they tortured so?