As once I wept, if I could weep,
My tears might well be shed,
To think I was not near to keep
One vigil o’er thy bed;
To gaze, how fondly! on thy face,
To fold thee in a faint embrace,
Uphold thy drooping head;
And show that love, however vain,
Nor thou nor I can feel again.
Yet how much less it were to gain,
Though thou hast left me free,
The loveliest things that still remain,
Than thus remember thee!
The all of thine that cannot die
Through dark and dread Eternity,
Returns again to me,
And more thy buried love endears
Than aught, except its living years.
THE BALL AT BRUSSELS ON THE NIGHT BEFORE WATERLOO.
[From Childe Harold.]
There was a sound of revelry by night,
And Belgium’s capital had gathered
there
Her beauty and her chivalry, and bright
The lamps shone o’er fair women
and brave men:
A thousand hearts beat happily; and when
Music arose with its voluptuous swell,
Soft eyes looked love to eyes which spake
again,
And all went merry as a marriage-bell;
But hush! hark! a deep sound strikes like
a rising knell!
Did ye not hear it? No; ’twas
but the wind,
Or the car rattling o’er the stony
street.
On with the dance! let joy be unconfined!
No sleep till morn when youth and pleasure
meet
To chase the glowing hours with flying
feet—
But hark! that heavy sound breaks in once
more,
As if the clouds its echo would repeat;
And nearer, clearer, deadlier than before!
Arm! arm! it is—it is—the
cannon’s opening roar!...
Ah! then and there was hurrying to and
fro,
And gathering tears, and tremblings of
distress,
And cheeks all pale which but an hour
ago
Blushed at the praise of their own loveliness;
And there were sudden partings, such as
press
The life from out young hearts, and choking
sighs
Which ne’er might be repeated:
who could guess
If evermore should meet those mutual eyes,
Since upon night so sweet such awful morn
could rise?
And there was mounting in hot haste:
the steed,
The mustering squadron, and the clattering
car
Went pouring forward with impetuous speed,
And swiftly forming in the ranks of war;
And the deep thunder peal on peal afar;
And near, the beat of the alarming drum
Roused up the soldier ere the morning
star;
While thronged the citizens with terror
dumb,
Or whispering, with white lips, “The
foe! They come! they come!”
And wild and high the “Cameron’s
gathering” rose,
The war-note of Lochiel, which Albyn’s
hills
Have heard, and heard, too, have her Saxon
foes:
How in the noon of night that pibroch
thrills,
Savage and shrill! But with the breath
which fills
Their mountain pipe, so fill the mountaineers
With the fierce native daring which instils
The stirring memory of a thousand years;
And Evan’s, Donald’s fame
rings in each clansman’s ears.