surface, and the wisdom to plan, and the energy to
execute, always get just about what they want; for
intelligence and energy are invincible weapons, whether
the end be worthy or not. As soon, however, as
he was in the road up to the Bluffs, deserted at that
hour, his body relaxed, his arms and hands dropped
from the correct angle for driving, the reins lay
loose upon the horse’s back, and he gave himself
to dejection. He had thought—at Windrift—that,
once he was free from the engagement which was no
longer to his interest, he would feel buoyant, elated.
Instead, he was mentally even more downcast a figure
than his relaxed attitude and gloomy face made him
physically. His mother’s and his “set’s”
training had trimmed generous instincts close to the
roots, and, also, such ideals as were not purely for
material matters, especially for ostentation.
But, being still a young man, those roots not only
were alive, but also had an under-the-soil vigor; they
even occasionally sent to the surface sprouts—that
withered in the uncongenial air of his surroundings
and came to nothing. Just now these sprouts were
springing in the form of self-reproaches. Remembering
with what thoughts he had gone to Adelaide, he felt
wholly responsible for the broken engagement, felt
that he had done a contemptible thing, had done it
in a contemptible way; and he was almost despising
himself, looking about the while for self-excuses.
The longer he looked the worse off he was; for the
more clearly he saw that he was what he called, and
thought, in love with this fresh young beauty, so
swiftly and alluringly developing. It exasperated
him with the intensity of selfishness’s avarice
that he could not have both Theresa Howland’s
fortune and Adelaide. It seemed to him that he
had a right to both. Not in the coldly selfish
only is the fact of desire in itself the basis of right.
By the time he reached home, he was angry through
and through, and bent upon finding some one to be
angry with. He threw the reins to a groom and,
savagely sullen of face, went slowly up the terrace-like
steps.
His mother, on the watch for his return, came to meet him. “How is Mr. Ranger this morning?” she asked.
“Just the same,” he answered curtly.
“And—Del?”
No answer.
They went into the library; he lit a cigarette and seated himself at the writing table. She watched him anxiously but had far too keen insight to speak and give him the excuse to explode. Not until she turned to leave the room did he break his surly silence to say: “I might as well tell you. I’m engaged to Theresa Howland.”