evil up against another, through pretence of avenging
the side which is for the moment at a disadvantage,
as if they were repelling a regular, everyday danger;
and individually they free themselves from it, but
they ruin the community in every way. [-30-] Do you
not see how much time we have lost in fighting one
another, how many great evils we have endured meanwhile,
and, what is worse than that, inflicted? And
who could count the vast mass of money of which we
have stripped our allies and robbed the gods, which
furthermore we have contributed ourselves from what
we did not possess, and then expended it against one
another? Or who could number the mass of men that
have been lost, not only of ordinary persons (that
is beyond computation) but of knights and senators,
each one of whom was able in foreign wars to preserve
the whole city by his life and death? How many
Curtii, how many Decii, Fabii, Gracchi, Marcelli,
Scipiones have been killed? Not, by Jupiter,
to repel Samnites or Latins or Spaniards or Carthaginians,
but only to perish themselves in the end. And
for those under arms who died, no matter how deep
sorrow one might feel for them, there is less reason
to lament. They entered the battles as volunteers,
if it is proper to call volunteers men compelled by
fear, and they met even if an unjust at least a brave
death, in an equal struggle; and in the hope that they
might even survive and conquer they fell without grieving.
But how might one mourn as they deserve those who
were pitiably destroyed in their houses, in the roads,
in the Forum, in the senate-chamber even, on the Capitol
even, by violence—not only men but also
women, not only those in their prime, but also old
men and children? And after subjecting one another
to so many of these reprisals of such a nature as all
our enemies put together never inflicted upon us (nor
were we ever the authors of anything similar to them),
so far from loathing such acts and manfully wishing
to have done with them, we rejoice and hold festivals
and term those who are guilty of them benefactors.
Honestly, I cannot deem this life that we have been
leading human; it is rather that of wild beasts which
are consumed by one another.
[-31-] “For what is definitely past, however,
why should we lament further? We cannot now prevent
its having happened. Let us fix our attention
upon the future. That is, indeed, the reason why
I have been mentioning former events, not for the
purpose of giving a list of national calamities which
ought never to have occurred, but that by exhibiting
them I might persuade you to preserve at least what
is left. This is the only benefit one can derive
from evils,—to guard against ever again
enduring anything similar. This is most within
your power at the present moment, while the danger
is just beginning, while not many have yet united,
and those who are unruly have gained no advantage over
one another nor suffered any setback, so that by hope
of superiority or anger at inferiority they are led