All about the room lay books that were not of my culling, from the oak cases, whose every door stood ajar,—novels innumerable,—“The Arabian Nights,” Vaughan’s “Silex Scintillans,” with a scarlet leaf laid in against “Peace,” and “Tennyson” turned on its face at “Fatima,” a heavy volume of French moral philosophy, a Methodist hymn-book, Sir Thomas Browne’s “Hydriotaphia,” and a gilded red-bound history of “Five Little Pigs.”
I rang the bell, and ordered all the books to be gathered up and put into an old bookcase, long banished to a dark attic. I walked to the fire and leaned my head against the mantel. The embers were all dead; in the gray ashes was the print of a little foot, whose arched instep had left no trace between the light track of the small heel and the deeper impression that the slender toe had left. That footprint told the secret of her airy motion,—that step so akin to flight, that on an overhanging mountain-ledge I had more than once held my breath, looking to see her extended wings float over the silent tree-tops below, or longed to grasp her carelessly trailed shawl, that I might detain her upon earth. To me the track had yet another language. An hour before, as I stood there beside her, the bitter passion of a man solitary and desperate shaking every faculty before the level rays of her scornful eye, she had set her embroidered slipper in the ashes, and said,—“Look! I leave a print there which the first breath of air shall dissipate; all fire becomes ashes, and ashes blow away,”—and so left me. I stood before the fire, that had been, still looking at that foot-mark; my brain was stunned and stupid, my heart beat slow and loud; I knew nothing, I felt nothing. I was nothing. Presently a bell rang.