MARGARET
I cannot tell. Perhaps
he has not been told.
Perhaps he might have seen
them if he would.
I have known him more quick-sighted.
Let that pass.
All things seem chang’d,
I think. I had a friend,
(I can’t but weep to
think him alter’d too,)
These things are best forgotten;
but I knew
A man, a young man, young,
and full of honor,
That would have pick’d
a quarrel for a straw,
And fought it out to the extremity,
E’en with the dearest
friend he had alive,
On but a bare surmise, a possibility,
That Margaret had suffer’d
an affront.
Some are too tame, that were
too splenetic once.
SANDFORD
’Twere best he should
be told of these affronts.
MARGARET
I am the daughter of his father’s
friend,
Sir Walter’s orphan-ward.
I am not his servant maid,
that I should wait
The opportunity of a gracious
hearing,
Enquire the times and seasons
when to put
My peevish prayer up at young
Woodvil’s feet,
And sue to him for slow redress,
who was
Himself a suitor late to Margaret.
I am somewhat proud:
and Woodvil taught me pride.
I was his favourite once,
his playfellow in infancy,
And joyful mistress of his
youth.
None once so pleasant in his
eyes as Margaret.
His conscience, his religion,
Margaret was,
His dear heart’s confessor,
a heart within that heart,
And all dear things summ’d
up in her alone.
As Margaret smil’d or
frown’d John liv’d or died:
His dress, speech, gesture,
studies, friendships, all
Being fashion’d to her
liking.
His flatteries taught me first
this self-esteem,
His flatteries and caresses,
while he loved.
The world esteem’d her
happy, who had won
His heart, who won all hearts;
And ladies envied me the love
of Woodvil.
SANDFORD
He doth affect the courtier’s
life too much,
Whose art is to forget,
And that has wrought this
seeming change in him,
That was by nature noble.
’Tis these court-plagues,
that swarm about our house,
Have done the mischief, making
his fancy giddy
With images of state, preferment,
place,
Tainting his generous spirits
with ambition.
MARGARET
I know not how it is;
A cold protector is John grown
to me.
The mistress, and presumptive
wife, of Woodvil
Can never stoop so low to
supplicate
A man, her equal, to redress
those wrongs,
Which he was bound first to
prevent;
But which his own neglects
have sanction’d rather,
Both sanction’d and
provok’d: a mark’d neglect,
And strangeness fast’ning
bitter on his love,
His love which long has been
upon the wane.
For me, I am determined what
to do:
To leave this house this night,
and lukewarm John,
And trust for food to the
earth and Providence.