When
last I roved these winding wood-walks green,
Green
winding walks, and shady pathways sweet,
Oft-times
would Anna seek the silent scene,
Shrouding
her beauties in the lone retreat.
No
more I hear her footsteps in the shade:
Her
image only in these pleasant ways
Meets
me self-wandering, where in happier days
I
held free converse with the fair-hair’d maid.
I
passed the little cottage which she loved,
The
cottage which did once my all contain;
It
spake of days which ne’er must come again,
Spake
to my heart, and much my heart was moved.
“Now
fair befall thee, gentle maid!” said I,
And
from the cottage turned me with a sigh.
(1795 or 1796. Text of 1818)
A
timid grace sits trembling in her eye,
As
both to meet the rudeness of men’s sight,
Yet
shedding a delicious lunar light,
That
steeps in kind oblivious ecstasy
The
care-crazed mind, like some still melody:
Speaking
most plain the thoughts which do possess
Her
gentle sprite: peace, and meek quietness,
And
innocent loves, and maiden purity:
A
look whereof might heal the cruel smart
Of
changed friends, or fortune’s wrongs unkind;
Might
to sweet deeds of mercy move the heart
Of
him who hates his brethren of mankind.
Turned
are those lights from me, who fondly yet
Past
joys, vain loves, and buried hopes regret.
(End of 1795. Text of 1818)
If
from my lips some angry accents fell,
Peevish
complaint, or harsh reproof unkind,
’Twas
but the error of a sickly mind
And
troubled thoughts, clouding the purer well,
And
waters clear, of Reason; and for me
Let
this my verse the poor atonement be—
My
verse, which thou to praise wert ever inclined
Too
highly, and with a partial eye to see
No
blemish. Thou to me didst ever shew
Kindest
affection; and would oft-times lend
An
ear to the desponding love-sick lay,
Weeping
my sorrows with me, who repay
But
ill the mighty debt of love I owe,
Mary,
to thee, my sister and my friend.
(1795. Text of 1818)
We
were two pretty babes, the youngest she,
The
youngest, and the loveliest far, I ween,
And
INNOCENCE her name. The time has been,
We
two did love each other’s company;
Time
was, we two had wept to have been apart.
But
when by show of seeming good beguil’d,
I
left the garb and manners of a child,
And
my first love for man’s society,
Defiling
with the world my virgin heart—