I slew my friend, and now I live
To feel perdition’s glowing flame.
His missile cut the upward air—
Mine, winged with murder won its way,
Straight to his manly bosom,—there
He fell, unconscious as the clay!
One thrill of triumph through me swept,—
But, as I gazed upon his brow,
A chilling horror o’er me crept,—
And I am what thou seest now!
[Illustration: The Moonlit Prairie]
XIV.
“Stranger,—thy
bosom cannot know
The desolation of the soul,
When the rough,
gale hath ceased to blow,
Yet o’er it bids the
billow roll.
A helmless wreck
upon the tide—
An earthquake’s ruin
wrapped in gloom—
A gnarled oak
blasted in its pride—
Are feeble emblems of my doom.
There is a tongue
in every leaf,
A sigh in every tossing tree—
A murmur in each
wave; of grief
They whisper, and they speak
to me.
Nature hath many
voices—strings
Of varied melody: and
oft
Lone spirits come
on breezy wings,
To wake their music sad or
soft.
But in the wilderness,
where Heaven
Is the wrapt listener, the
tone
Is ever mournful:
there is given,
A chorus for the skies, alone.
At night, when
the pale moonlight falls
O’er prairies, sleeping
like a grave,
And glorious through
these mountain halls,
Pours in a flood its silvery
wave—
I climb the cliff,
and hear the song,
That o’er the breast
of stillness steals:
I hear the cataract
thundering strong
From far; I hear the wave
that peals
Along the lone
lake’s pebbly shore;
I hear the sweeping gust that
weaves
The tree tops,
and the winds that pour
In rippling lapses through
the leaves.
And as the diapason
sweeps
Across the breast of night,
the moan
Of wolves upon
the spirit creeps,
Lending the hymn a wilder
tone.
The panther’s
wail, the owlet’s scream,
The whippoorwill’s complaining
song,
Blend with the
cataract’s solemn theme,
And the wild cadences prolong.
And often when
the heart is chilled
By the deep harmony, the note
Of some light-hearted
bird is trilled
Upon the breeze. How
sweet its throat!
Yet, as a gem
upon the finger
Of a pale corse, deepens the
gloom,
By its bright
rays that laugh and linger
In the dread bosom of the
tomb;
So doth the note
of that wild bird,
Sadden the anthem of the hills,
And my hushed
bosom, spirit-stirred,
With lonelier desolation thrills.