How beautiful, how brief,
those sunny hours
Departed now,
when life was in its spring—
When Fancy knew no scene undecked
with flowers,
And Expectation
flew on Fancy’s wing!
Here, on the bank, beside
this whispering stream,
Which still runs
by as gayly as of yore,
Marking its eddies, I was
wont to dream
Of things away,
on some far fairy shore.
Then every whirling leaf and
bubbling ball,
That floated by,
was full of radiant thought;
Each linked with love, had
music at its call,
And thrilling
echoes o’er my bosom brought.
The bird that sang within
this gnarled oak,
The waves that
dallied with its leafy shade,
The mellow murmurs from its
boughs that broke,
Their joyous tribute
to my spirit paid.
No phantom rose to tell of
future ill,
No grisly warning
marr’d my prophet dreams—
My heart translucent as the
leaping rill,
My thoughts all
free and flashing at its beams.
Here is the grassy knoll I
used to seek
At summer noon,
beneath the spreading shade,
And watch the flowers that
stooped with glowing cheek,
To meet the romping
ripples as they played.
Here is the spot which memory’s
magic glass
Hath often brought,
arrayed in fadeless green,
Making this oak, this brook,
this waving grass—
A simple group—fond
Nature’s fairest scene.
And as I roamed beside the
Rhone or Rhine,
Or other favored
stream, in after days,
With jealous love, this rivulet
would shine,
Full on my heart,
and claim accustomed praise.
And oh! how oft by sorrow
overborne,
By care oppressed,
or bitter malice wrung,
By friends betrayed, or disappointment
torn,
My weary heart,
all sickened and unstrung—
Hath yearned to leave the
bootless strife afar,
And find beneath
this oak a quiet grave,
Where the rough echo of the
world’s loud jar,
Yields to the
music of the mellow wave!
And now again I stand this
stream beside;
Again I hear the
silver ripples flow—
I mark the whispers murmuring
o’er the tide,
And the light
bubbles trembling as they go.
But oh! the magic-spell that
lingered here,
In boyhood’s
golden age, my heart to bless,
With the bright waves that
rippled then so clear,
Is lost in ocean’s
dull forgetfulness.
Gone are the visions of that
glorious time—
Gone are the glancing
birds I loved so well,
Nor will they wake again their
silver chime,
From the deep
tomb of night in which they dwell!
And if perchance some fleeting
memories steal,
Like far-off echoes
to my dreaming ear,
Away, ungrasped, the cheating
visions wheel,
As spectres start
upon the wing of fear.