interest in politics,
etc. In great measure,
however, it is the fault of the biographer, who has
shown us the man at a distance, on stilts, or at best
only in his most outward circumstances, never letting
us know, as Carlyle says, what sort of stockings he
wore, and what he ate for dinner. I don’t
think Sir James himself has much
inwardness
to him, but certainly his son has shown us only the
outermost shell. Have read the Iliad and Schleiermacher
to-day.
Aug. 24th.—A queer circumstance
happened this evening. Col. Kinsman and Mr.
C. S. Davies called. I was considering what unusual
occurrence could have brought Mr. D. here, when he
increased my wonder still more by disclosing his errand.
He had received, he said, a letter from Prof.
Woods, requesting that I, or a “lady whose taste
was as correct in dress as in literature,” would
decide upon the fashion of a gown to be worn by him
at his inauguration as President of Bowdoin College,
and forthwith procure such a gown to be made.
Aug.
25th.—I have been reading the second
volume of Mackintosh, which is much better than the
first, and gives a higher opinion of him. He
is certainly well described by Coleridge as the “king
of men of talent.” It is curious, by the
way, to compare what M. says of C.: “It
is impossible to give a stronger example of a man,
whose talents are beneath his understanding, and who
trusts to his ingenuity to atone for his ignorance....
Shakespeare and Burke are, if I may venture on the
expression, above talent; but Coleridge is not!”
Ah, well—
de gustibus,
etc.
I have been as busy as a bee all day; wrote notes,
prepared for leaving home, read Schleiermacher, and
Philip von Artevelde, which delighted me; walked after
tea with Lizzy, then examined my papers to see what
is to be burned. I wish I knew what I was made
for—I mean, in particular—what
I can do, and what I ought to do.
I can not bear to live a life of literary self-indulgence,
which is no better than another self-indulgence.
I do want to be of some use in the world, but
I am infinitely perplexed as to the how and
the what. Aug. 26th.—Hurried
through the last 200 pages of Mackintosh today.
On the whole, there is much to like as well
as to admire in him. One thing puzzles me in
his case as in others: How men who give no signs
through a long life of anything more than the most
cold and distant respect for religion—the
most unfrequent and uninterested remembrance, if any
at all—of the Saviour, all at once become
so devout—I mean it not disrespectfully—on
their death-beds. What strange doubts this and
other like mysteries suggest!
After tea I carried a bouquet to Mrs. French.
Saw all the way a sky so magnificent that words can
do no justice to it—splendors piled on
splendors, till my soul was fairly sick with admiration.
Mrs. French asked me if life ever looked sad and wearisome
to me. Ever!