Sunday-school Union inadvertently. I think that
little book teaches how
everything we do may
be done for Christ, and I know by what little experience
I have had of it, that it is a blessed, thrice blessed
way to live. A great deal is meant by the “cup
of cold water,” and few of us women have great
deeds to perform, and we must unite ourselves to Him
by little ones. The life of constant self-discipline
God requires is a happy one; you and I, and others
like us, find a wild, absorbing joy in loving and
being loved; but sweet, abiding peace is the fruit
of steady check on affections that
must be
tamed and kept under. Is this consistent with
what I have just said about growing more loving as
we grow more Christlike? Yes, it is; for
that
love is absolutely unselfish, it gives much and asks
nothing, and there is nothing restless about it....
I have been very hard at work ever since I came here,
with my darling M. as my constant, joyous comrade.
We have been busy with our flower-beds, sowing and
transplanting, and half the china closet has tumbled
out of doors to serve as protection from the sun.
Mr. Prentiss says we do the work of three days in
one, which is true, for we certainly have performed
great feats. The night we got here we found the
house lighted up, and the dining-table covered with
good things. People seem glad to see us back.
I don’t know which of my Dorset titles would
strike you as most appropriate; one man calls me a
“branch,” another “a child of nature,”
and another “Mr. Prentiss’ woman,”
with the consoling reflection that I sha’n’t
rust out.
To Mrs. Smith, Dorset, August 6, 1871.
I don’t know when I have written so few letters
as I have this summer. My right hand has forgot
its cunning under the paralysis, under which my heart
has suffered, and which is now beginning to affect
my health quite unfavorably. It seems as if body
and soul, joints and marrow, were rudely separating.
Poor George is half-distracted with the weight of
the questions concerning Chicago, and I think almost
anything would be better than this crucifying suspense.
But I try not to make a fuss. Mrs. D——
can tell you that I have said to her many times, during
the last few years, that, according to the ordinary
run of life, things would not long remain with us
as they were; they were too good to last.
I have read and re-read “Spiritual Dislodgments,”
and remember it well. I certainly wish for such
dislodgments in me and mine, if we need them.
George has got hold of a book of A.’s, which
delights him, Letters of William Von Humboldt. [6]
I suppose you recommended it to her. You must
make your plans to come here this summer; I don’t
seem fully to have a thing till you’ve seen
it.
To Mrs. Humphrey, Dorset, Aug. 8, 1871.