request I am sorry to answer nay; for I feel it would
be the greatest presumption in me to think of writing
for a magazine like that. I do not wish to publish
anything, anywhere, though it would be quite as wise
as to entrust my scraps to
your care.
My mother often urges me to send little things which
she happens to fancy, to this and that periodical.
Without her interference nothing of mine would ever
have found its way into print. But mammas look
with rose-colored spectacles on the actions and performances
of their offspring. Have you laughed over the
Pickwick Papers? We have almost laughed ourselves
to death over them. I have not seen Lizzy D. for
a long time, but hear she is getting along rapidly.
If I could go to school two years more, I should be
glad, but of course that is out of the question....
It is easier for you to write often than it is for
me. You have not three tearing, growing brothers
to mend and make for. I am become quite expert
in the arts of patching and darning. I am going
to get some pies and cake and raisins and other goodies
to send to our girl’s sick brother. If
I had not so dear and happy a home, I should envy
you yours. You say you do not remember whether
I love music or not. I love it extravagantly
sometimes—but have not the knowledge
to enjoy scientific performances. The simple
melody of a single voice is my delight. Mrs.
French, the Episcopal minister’s wife, who is
a great friend of ours and lives next door (so near
that she and sister talk together out of their windows),
has a baby two days old with black curly hair and
black eyes, and I shall have a nice time with it this
winter. Do you love babies?
The question with which this letter closes, suggests
one of Lizzy’s most striking and loveliest traits.
She had a perfect passion for babies, and reveled
in tending, kissing, and playing with them. Here
are some pretty lines in one of her girlish contributions
to “The Youth’s Companion,” which
express her feeling about them:
What are little babies for?
Say! say! say!
Are they good-for-nothing things?
Nay! nay! nay!
Can they speak a single word?
Say! say! say!
Can they help their mothers sew?
Nay! nay! nay!
Can they walk upon their feet?
Say! say! say!
Can they even hold themselves?
Nay! nay! nay!
What are little babies for?
Say! say! say!
Are they made for us to love?
Yea! YEA!!
YEA!!!
In the fall of 1838 Mrs. Payson purchased a house
in Cumberland street, which continued to be her residence
until the family was broken up. You remember
the charming little room Lizzy had fitted up over the
hall in this house, how nicely she kept it, and how
happy she was in it. One of the windows looked
out on a little flower garden and at the close of the
long summer days the sunset could be enjoyed from the
west window. She had had some fine books given
her, which, added to the previous store, made a somewhat
rare collection for a young girl in those days.