parents. I had no apprehension, from the moment
that one of the ship-owners who was in business relations
with my elder brother offered me a free passage on
one of his sailing ships to Liverpool, that I should
not find a similar bridge back again; and with my
thirty dollars changed into six sovereigns, and a
little valise with only a change of clothes, I went
on board the Garrick, a packet of the Black Ball line,
sailing in the last days of December, 1849. There
had been a thaw and the Hudson River was full of floating
ice, which in the ebbing of the tide endangered the
shipping lying out in the stream, and the captain made
such haste to get out of the danger (the extent of
which was shown by the topmasts of an Austrian brig,
showing above water where she had been sunk by the
floating ice) that the ship had her anchor apeak before
the boat which carried my brother and myself out could
reach it. We barely arrived in time for me to
get aboard, the difficulty of threading our way amongst
the masses of ice making our boating difficult.
That my childish faith in Providence was a family trait
might be deduced from the fact that my brother, who
had from boyhood stood to me
in loco parentis,
had not asked me, until I was on the point of going
aboard, what my means of subsistence were, and, when
he found that I had only my six sovereigns, he told
me to wait at Liverpool for a letter of credit he
would send me by the steamer which followed.
That voyage is one of the most delightful memories
of my life. I loved the sea; and every phase
of it, storm or calm, was a new joy. I had one
fellow-passenger, a German doctor of philosophy, Dr.
Seemann, who had been an ardent radical in Germany,
and had been studying in the United States the development
of political intelligence under democratic conditions,
returning to his native land with the profound conviction
that democratic government was destined to be a failure.
We had hot debates on the subject, in which the doctor
adduced his conversations with the intelligent farmers
of New England, whom he had especially studied, to
show that their political education was such as to
endanger the best interests of the community from its
extreme superficiality; I, with an unfaltering faith
in the processes of universal suffrage, disputed his
conclusions, so hotly in fact that we quarreled and
he took one side of the quarter-deck for his promenades
and I the other. But the conditions of sea life,
with a companionship limited to two persons, are such
that no quarrel that was not mortal, or from rivalry
in the affections of a woman, could endure many days,
and after a few such days we drew to the same side
of the deck and were better friends than before, but
we dropped politics.