No other subject of discourse intervenes between the
different accounts, which spread through the country,
of successive acts of devastation; and these, told
in chimney corners, swell themselves in our affrighted
imaginations into the most terrific ideas. We
never sit down, either to dinner, or supper, but the
least noise spreads a general alarm, and prevents
us from enjoying the comforts of our meals. The
very appetite proceeding from labour and peace of
mind is gone! Our sleep is disturbed by the most
frightful dreams! Sometimes I start awake, as
if the great hour of danger was come; at other times
the howling of our dogs seems to announce the arrival
of the enemy: we leap out of bed, and run to arms;
my poor wife, with panting bosom, and silent tears,
takes leave of me, as if we were to see each other
no more. She snatches the youngest children from
their beds, who, suddenly awakened, increase by their
innocent questions the horrour of the dreadful moment!
She tries to hide them in the cellar, as if our cellar
was inaccessible to the fire! I place all my servants
at the window, and myself at the door, where I am
determined to perish. Fear industriously increases
every sound; we all listen; each communicates to each
other his fears and conjectures. We remain thus,
sometimes for whole hours, our hearts and our minds
racked by the most anxious suspense! What a dreadful
situation! A thousand times worse than that of
a soldier engaged in the midst of a most severe conflict!
Sometimes feeling the spontaneous courage of a man,
I seem to wish for the decisive minute; the next instant
a message from my wife, sent by one of the children,
quite unmans me. Away goes my courage, and I
descend again into the deepest despondency: at
last, finding it was a false alarm, we return once
more to our beds; but what good can the sleep of nature
do us, when interrupted with
such scenes?”
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But we will suppose our planter to have escaped the
scalping knife and tomahawk; and in the course of
years situate in a thick, settled neighbourhood of
planters like himself, who have struggled through all
the foregoing difficulties: he is now a man of
some consequence, builds a house by the side of his
former hut, which now serves him for a kitchen; and
as he is comfortably situate, we will leave him to
the enjoyment of the fruits of his industry.
Such a being has often ideas of liberty, and a contempt
of vassalage and slavery, which do honour to human
nature.
The planter I have endeavoured to describe, I have
supposed to be sober and industrious: but when
a man of an opposite description makes such an attempt,
he often degenerates into a demisavage; he cultivates
no more land than will barely supply the family with
bread, or rather makes his wife, and children perform
that office. His whole employment is to procure
skins, and furs, to exchange for rum, brandy, and ammunition;