To him said Aphrodite:
“So, worst
of beasts, ’twas you
Who rent that thigh asunder,
Who him that loved
me slew?”
And thus the beast made answer:
“Cythera,
hear me swear
By thee, by him that loved
thee,
And by these bonds
I wear,
And them before whose hounds
I ran—
I meant no mischief to the
man
Who seemed to
thee so fair.
“As on a carven statue
Men gaze, I gazed
on him;
I seemed on fire with mad
desire
To kiss that offered
limb:
My ruin, Aphrodite,
Thus followed
from my whim.
“Now therefore take
and punish
And fairly cut
away
These all unruly tusks of
mine;
For to what end
serve they?
And if thine indignation
Be not content
with this,
Cut off the mouth that ventured
To offer him a
kiss”—
But Aphrodite pitied
And bade them
loose his chain.
The boar from that day forward
Still followed
in her train;
Nor ever to the wildwood
Attempted to return,
But in the focus of Desire
Preferred to burn
and burn.
IDYLL XXXI.
Loves.
Ah for this the most accursed,
unendurable of ills!
Nigh two months a fevered
fancy for a maid my bosom fills.
Fair she is, as other damsels:
but for what the simplest swain
Claims from the demurest maiden,
I must sue and sue in vain.
Yet doth now this thing of
evil my longsuffering heart beguile,
Though the utmost she vouchsafes
me is the shadow of a smile:
And I soon shall know no respite,
have no solace e’en in sleep.
Yesterday I watched her pass
me, and from down-dropt eyelids peep
At the face she dared not
gaze on—every moment blushing more—
And my love took hold upon
me as it never took before.
Home I went a wounded creature,
with a gnawing at my heart;
And unto the soul within me
did my bitterness impart.
“Soul, why
deal with me in this wise? Shall thy folly know
no bound?
Canst thou look upon these
temples, with their locks of silver crowned,
And still deem thee young
and shapely? Nay, my soul, let us be sage;
Act as they that have already
sipped the wisdom-cup of age.
Men have loved and have forgotten.
Happiest of all is he
To the lover’s woes
a stranger, from the lover’s fetters free:
Lightly his existence passes,
as a wild-deer fleeting fast:
Tamed, it may be, he shall
voyage in a maiden’s wake at last:
Still to-day ’tis his
to revel with his mates in boyhood’s flowers.
As to thee, thy brain and
marrow passion evermore devours,
Prey to memories that haunt
thee e’en in visions of the night;
And a year shall scarcely
pluck thee from thy miserable plight.”