When
“in thy arms burd Helen fell,”
She died, sad
man, she died for thee,
Nor
could the films of death dispel
Her loving eye’s
sweet radiancy.
Thou
wert beloved, and she had loved,
Till death alone
the whole could tell,
Death
every shade of doubt removed,
And steeped the
star in its cold well.
On
some fond breast the parting soul
Relies,—earth
has no more to give;
Who
wholly loves has known the whole,
The wholly loved
doth truly live.
But
some, sad outcasts from this prize,
Wither down to
a lonely grave,
All
hearts their hidden love despise,
And leave them
to the whelming wave.
They
heart to heart have never pressed,
Nor hands in holy
pledge have given,
By
father’s love were ne’er caressed,
Nor in a mother’s
eye saw heaven.
A
flowerless and fruitless tree,
A dried up stream,
a mateless bird,
They
live, yet never living be,
They die, their
music all unheard.
I
wish I were where Helen lies,
For there I could
not be alone;
But
now, when this dull body dies,
The spirit still
will make its moan.
Love
passed me by, nor touched my brow;
Life would not
yield one perfect boon;
And
all too late it calls me now,
O all too late,
and all too soon.
If
thou couldst the dark riddle read
Which leaves this
dart within my breast,
Then
might I think thou lov’st indeed,
Then were the
whole to thee confest.
Father,
they will not take me home,
To the poor child
no heart is free;
In
sleet and snow all night I roam;
Father,—was
this decreed by thee?
I
will not try another door,
To seek what I
have never found;
Now,
till the very last is o’er,
Upon the earth
I’ll wander round.
I
will not hear the treacherous call
That bids me stay
and rest awhile,
For
I have found that, one and all,
They seek me for
a prey and spoil.
They
are not bad, I know it well;
I know they know
not what they do;
They
are the tools of the dread spell
Which the lost
lover must pursue.
In
temples sometimes she may rest,
In lonely groves,
away from men,
There
bend the head, by heats distrest,
Nor be by blows
awoke again.
Nature
is kind, and God is kind,
And, if she had
not had a heart,
Only
that great discerning mind,
She might have
acted well her part.
But
oh this thirst, that none can still,
Save those unfounden
waters free;
The
angel of my life should fill
And soothe me
to Eternity!