watch suspended to its usual hook, and my pocketbook,
which I had taken from my pocket on the previous night.
I took up also the light overcoat which I had worn
when I made my rounds through the city on the first
night of the darkness. ‘Now,’ I said,
‘Agnes, I am ready.’ I did not speak
to her of where we were going, nor she to me.
Little Jean and my mother met us at the door.
Nor did she say anything, contrary to her custom;
and the child was quite quiet. We went downstairs
together without saying a word. The servants,
who were all astir, followed us. I cannot give
any description of the feelings that were in my mind.
I had not any feelings. I was only hurried out,
hastened by something which I could not define—a
sense that I must go; and perhaps I was too much astonished
to do anything but yield. It seemed, however,
to be no force or fear that was moving me, but a desire
of my own; though I could not tell how it was, or
why I should be so anxious to get away. All the
servants, trooping after me, had the same look in their
faces; they were anxious to be gone—it
seemed their business to go—there was no
question, no consultation. And when we came out
into the street, we encountered a stream of processions
similar to our own. The children went quite steadily
by the side of their parents. Little Jean, for
example, on an ordinary occasion would have broken
away—would have run to his comrades of
the Bois-Sombre family, and they to him. But no;
the little ones, like ourselves, walked along quite
gravely. They asked no questions, neither did
we ask any questions of each other, as, ’Where
are you going?’ or, ‘What is the meaning
of a so-early promenade?’ Nothing of the kind;
my mother took my arm, and my wife, leading little
Jean by the hand, came to the other side. The
servants followed. The street was quite full
of people; but there was no noise except the sound
of their footsteps. All of us turned the same
way—turned towards the gates—and
though I was not conscious of any feeling except the
wish to go on, there were one or two things which
took a place in my memory. The first was, that
my wife suddenly turned round as we were coming out
of the porte-cochere, her face lighting up.
I need not say to any one who knows Madame Dupin de
la Clairiere, that she is a beautiful woman.
Without any partiality on my part, it would be impossible
for me to ignore this fact: for it is perfectly
well known and acknowledged by all. She was pale
this morning—a little paler than usual;
and her blue eyes enlarged, with a serious look, which
they always retain more or less. But suddenly,
as we went out of the door, her face lighted up, her
eyes were suffused with tears—with light—how
can I tell what it was?—they became like
the eyes of angels. A little cry came from her
parted lips—she lingered a moment, stooping
down as if talking to some one less tall than herself,
then came after us, with that light still in her face.