The Obstacle Race eBook

Ethel May Dell
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 416 pages of information about The Obstacle Race.

The Obstacle Race eBook

Ethel May Dell
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 416 pages of information about The Obstacle Race.

“Will you listen to me?” he said.  “Give me a hearing—­just for a minute?  You have forgiven so much in me that is really bad that I can’t feel this last to be—­quite unpardonable.  Juliet, I haven’t really wronged you.  You have got a false impression of the man who wrote those books.  It’s a prejudice which I have promised myself to overcome.  But I must have time.  Will you defer judgment—­for my sake—­till you have read this latest book, written when you first came into my life?  Will you—­Juliet, will you have patience till I have proved myself?”

She shivered as she stood.  “You don’t know—­what you have done,” she said.

He made a quick gesture of protest.  “Yes, I do know.  I know quite well.  I have hurt you, deceived you.  But hear my defence anyway!  I never meant to marry you in the first place without telling you, but I always wanted you to read this book of mine first.  It’s different from the others.  I wanted you to see the difference.  But then I got carried away as you know.  I loved you so tremendously.  I couldn’t hold myself in.  Then—­when you came to me in my misery—­it was all up with me, and I fell.  I couldn’t tell you then, Juliet, I wasn’t ready for you to know.  So I waited—­till the book could be published and you could read it.  I am infernally sorry you found out like this.  I wanted you—­so badly—­to read it with an open mind.  And now—­whichever way you look at it—­you certainly won’t do that.”

There was a whimsical note in his voice despite its obvious sincerity as he ended, and Juliet winced as she heard it, and in a moment with resolution freed herself from his hold.

She did it in silence, but there was that in the action that deeply wounded him.  He stood motionless, looking at her, a glitter of sternness in his eyes.

“Juliet,” he said after a moment, “you are not treating this matter reasonably.  I admit I tricked you; but my love for you was my excuse.  And those books of mine—­especially the one I didn’t want you to read—­were never intended for such as you.”

She looked back at him with a kind of frozen wonder.  “Then who were they meant for?” she said.

He made a slight movement of impatience.  “You know.  You know very well.  They were meant for the people whom you yourself despise—­the crowd you broke away from—­men and women like the Farringmores who live for nothing but their own beastly pleasures and don’t care the toss of a halfpenny for anyone else under the sun.”

She went back against the table and stood there, supporting herself while she still faced him.  “You forget—­” she said, her voice very low,—­“I think you forget—­that they are my people—­I belong to them!”

“No, you don’t!” he flung back almost fiercely.  “You belong to me!”

A great shiver went through her.  She clenched her hands to repress it.  “I don’t see,” she said, “how I can—­possibly—­stay with you—­after this.”

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