the English of the splendour of Elizabeth; and yet
when I heard those words my eyes felt sore as with
impending tears—it should be remembered
how far away I was. I think I was silent for
a little while. Suddenly I saw that the man
who kept the shop was asleep. That habit was
strangely like the ways of a man who if he were then
alive would be (if I could judge from the time-worn
look of the lion) over a thousand years old.
But then how old was I? It is perfectly clear
that Time moves over the Lands of Dream swifter or
slower than over the fields we know. For the
dead, and the long dead, live again in our dreams;
and a dreamer passes through the events of days in
a single moment of the Town-Hall’s clock.
Yet logic did not aid me and my mind was puzzled.
While the old man slept—and strangely like
in face he was to the old man who had shown me first
the little, old backdoor—I went to the
far end of his wattled shop. There was a door
of a sort on leather hinges. I pushed it open
and there I was again under the notice-board at the
back of the shop, at least the back of Go-by Street
had not changed. Fantastic and remote though this
grass street was with its purple flowers and the golden
spires, and the world ending at its opposite pavement,
yet I breathed more happily to see something again
that I had seen before. I thought I had lost
forever the world I knew, and now that I was at the
back of Go-by Street again I felt the loss less than
when I was standing where familiar things ought to
be; and I turned my mind to what was left me in the
vast Lands of Dream and thought of Saranoora.
And when I saw the cottages again I felt less lonely
even at the thought of the cat though he generally
laughed at the things I said. And the first thing
that I saw when I saw the witch was that I had lost
the world and was going back for the rest of my days
to the palace of Singanee. And the first thing
that she said was: “Why! You’ve
been through the wrong door,” quite kindly for
she saw how unhappy I looked. And I said, “Yes,
but it’s all the same street. The whole
street’s altered and London’s gone and
the people I used to know and the houses I used to
rest in, and everything; and I’m tired.”
“What did you want to go through the wrong door
for?” she said.
“O, that made no difference,” I said.
“O, didn’t it?” she said in a contradictory
way.
“Well I wanted to get to the near end of the
street so as to find my boat quickly by the Embankment.
And now my boat, and the Embankment and—and——.”
“Some people are always in such a hurry,”
said the old black cat. And I felt too unhappy
to be angry and I said nothing more.
And the old witch said, “Now which way do you
want to go?” and she was talking rather like
a nurse to a small child. And I said, “I
have nowhere to go.”
And she said, “Would you rather go home or go
to the ivory palace of Singanee.” And
I said, “I’ve got a headache, and I don’t
want to go anywhere, and I’m tired of the Lands
of Dream.”