a “call,” and made an attempt to respond
to it. But the inner voice failed him. His
outlook was cheerless enough. During his absence
his married sister, the elder one, had taken the other
to live with her, relieving Theodore of the charge
of contribution to her support. But suddenly,
behold the husband, the brother-in-law, dies, leaving
a mere figment of property; and the two ladies, with
their two little girls, are afloat in the wide world.
Theodore finds himself at twenty-six without an income,
without a profession, and with a family of four females
to support. Well, in his quiet way he draws on
his courage. The history of the two years that
passed before he came to Mr. Sloane is really absolutely
edifying. He rescued his sisters and nieces from
the deep waters, placed them high and dry, established
them somewhere in decent gentility—and
then found at last that his strength had left him—had
dropped dead like an over-ridden horse. In short,
he had worked himself to the bone. It was now
his sisters’ turn. They nursed him with
all the added tenderness of gratitude for the past
and terror of the future, and brought him safely through
a grievous malady. Meanwhile Mr. Sloane, having
decided to treat himself to a private secretary and
suffered dreadful mischance in three successive experiments,
had heard of Theodore’s situation and his merits;
had furthermore recognized in him the son of an early
and intimate friend, and had finally offered him the
very comfortable position he now occupies. There
is a decided incongruity between Theodore as a man—as
Theodore, in fine—and the dear fellow as
the intellectual agent, confidant, complaisant, purveyor,
pander—what you will—of a battered
old cynic and dilettante—a worldling if
there ever was one. There seems at first sight
a perfect want of agreement between his character
and his function. One is gold and the other brass,
or something very like it. But on reflection I
can enter into it—his having, under the
circumstances, accepted Mr. Sloane’s offer and
been content to do his duties. Ce que c’est
de nous! Theodore’s contentment in such
a case is a theme for the moralist—a better
moralist than I. The best and purest mortals are an
odd mixture, and in none of us does honesty exist on
its own terms. Ideally, Theodore hasn’t
the smallest business dans cette galere.
It offends my sense of propriety to find him here.
I feel that I ought to notify him as a friend that
he has knocked at the wrong door, and that he had
better retreat before he is brought to the blush.
However, I suppose he might as well be here as reading
Emerson “evenings” in the back parlor,
to those two very plain sisters—judging
from their photographs. Practically it hurts
no one not to be too much of a prig. Poor Theodore
was weak, depressed, out of work. Mr. Sloane offers
him a lodging and a salary in return for—after
all, merely a little tact. All he has to do is
to read to the old man, lay down the book a while,