In about a week Mammy returned; but we could see that she was changed; her sister had died and left five children but illy provided for.  Through the influence of my father, different situations were obtained for the three eldest; while the old nurse, with the assistance of occasional charity, supported the two younger ones.  But Mammy had suffered from sleepless nights, and rooms but illy warmed; and her own health failed during her ceaseless watch by the bedside of her sister.  We did not know exactly what it was, but felt very sure that Mammy seemed no longer like the same person.

Children who are kept at a distance by their parents and elders, often have very queer thoughts, whose existence no one imagines.  I do not think I was an ordinary child; and notwithstanding my hoyden nature had a very thoughtful turn of mind.  I well recollect, on being once sent early to bed for some misdemeanor I bribed my brother Fred to accompany me; and waking up during the night, the saying that “he who goes to bed in anger has the devil for his bed-fellow” came across my mind, and impressed me so strongly that I caught hold of Fred’s foot to ascertain whether it was so disagreeable a guest, or my own madcap brother who was lying beside me.  Even the kick I received in return was rather welcome than otherwise, as it proved beyond a doubt that it was really the veritable Fred.

But what has this to do with Mammy? you ask.  A great deal, I can assure you; for I began to fear that it was not the old nurse who had returned to us, but some strange being, who, having assumed her appearance, had not been able altogether to imitate her manner.  So I kept myself aloof, and felt afraid to venture too close; but she grew thinner and paler, and my mother relieved her from all care of the children.

I slept in a small closet that opened into the nursery; and calling me very softly one night, she said, “Miss Amy, will you bring me a pitcher of water?  I know they would not let me have it,” she continued as I attempted to remonstrate with her, “but I am determined not to die choking.”

I was very much frightened, but I could not see her suffer with thirst; and bringing her a large pitcher of water, she drank almost half of it at once.  “Now place it on a chair where I can reach it,” said she, “and go back to bed—­I shall be better soon.”

I did as she requested, and, childlike, soon fell asleep again.  The old nurse too slept—­but hers was the sleep that knows no waking.  They came in the next morning and found her dead.  Her features were peaceful as though she had died calmly, and beside her stood the pitcher empty.  She always said that if she should ever be ill, she would have water—­she would drink till she died, and she had literally done so.  We all felt very sad, and Fred broke forth into loud screams, on being told of her death.