It was rather like a forced-on numbness of spirit.  The long, long stress of a gale does it; the suspense of the interminably culminating catastrophe; and there is a bodily fatigue in the mere holding on to existence within the excessive tumult; a searching and insidious fatigue that penetrates deep into a man’s breast to cast down and sadden his heart, which is incorrigible, and of all the gifts of the earth—­even before life itself—­aspires to peace.

Jukes was benumbed much more than he supposed.  He held on—­very wet, very cold, stiff in every limb; and in a momentary hallucination of swift visions (it is said that a drowning man thus reviews all his life) he beheld all sorts of memories altogether unconnected with his present situation.  He remembered his father, for instance:  a worthy business man, who at an unfortunate crisis in his affairs went quietly to bed and died forthwith in a state of resignation.  Jukes did not recall these circumstances, of course, but remaining otherwise unconcerned he seemed to see distinctly the poor man’s face; a certain game of nap played when quite a boy in Table Bay on board a ship, since lost with all hands; the thick eyebrows of his first skipper; and without any emotion, as he might years ago have walked listlessly into her room and found her sitting there with a book, he remembered his mother—­dead, too, now—­the resolute woman, left badly off, who had been very firm in his bringing up.

It could not have lasted more than a second, perhaps not so much.  A heavy arm had fallen about his shoulders; Captain MacWhirr’s voice was speaking his name into his ear.

“Jukes!  Jukes!”

He detected the tone of deep concern.  The wind had thrown its weight on the ship, trying to pin her down amongst the seas.  They made a clean breach over her, as over a deep-swimming log; and the gathered weight of crashes menaced monstrously from afar.  The breakers flung out of the night with a ghostly light on their crests—­the light of sea-foam that in a ferocious, boiling-up pale flash showed upon the slender body of the ship the toppling rush, the downfall, and the seething mad scurry of each wave.  Never for a moment could she shake herself clear of the water; Jukes, rigid, perceived in her motion the ominous sign of haphazard floundering.  She was no longer struggling intelligently.  It was the beginning of the end; and the note of busy concern in Captain MacWhirr’s voice sickened him like an exhibition of blind and pernicious folly.

The spell of the storm had fallen upon Jukes.  He was penetrated by it, absorbed by it; he was rooted in it with a rigour of dumb attention.  Captain MacWhirr persisted in his cries, but the wind got between them like a solid wedge.  He hung round Jukes’ neck as heavy as a millstone, and suddenly the sides of their heads knocked together.

“Jukes!  Mr. Jukes, I say!”

He had to answer that voice that would not be silenced.  He answered in the customary manner:  “. . .  Yes, sir.”