“All that she narrated was true in point of fact, and attested by circumstances whose detail admitted of no doubt.  But this terrible history might have been unveiled to me without injury to my respect and love for my mother, and, thus told, it would have been much more probable and more true.  It would have sufficed to tell all the causes of her misfortunes,—­loneliness and poverty from the age of fourteen years, the corruption of the rich, who are there to lie in wait for hunger and to blight the flower of innocence, the pitiless rigorism of opinion, which allows no return and accepts no expiation.  They should also have told me how my mother had redeemed the past, how faithfully she had loved my father, how, since his death, she had lived humble, sad, and retired.  Finally, my poor grandmother let fall the fatal word.  My mother was a lost woman, and I a blind child rushing towards a precipice.”

The horror of this disclosure did not work the miracle anticipated.  Aurore submitted indeed outwardly, but a spell of hardness and hopelessness was drawn around her young heart, which neither tears nor tenderness could break.  The blow struck at the very roots of life and hope in her.  Self-respect was wounded in its core.  If the mother who bore her was vile, then she was vile also.  All object in life seemed gone.  She tried to live from day to day without interest, without hope.  From her dark thoughts she found refuge only in extravagant gayety, which brought physical weariness, but no repose of mind.  She, who had been on the whole a docile, manageable child, became so riotous, unreasonable, and insupportable, that the only alternative of utter waste of character seemed to be the discipline and seclusion of the convent.  She was accordingly taken to Paris, and received as a pensionnaire in the Convent des Anglaises, which had been, in the Revolution, her grandmother’s prison.  To Aurore it was rather a place of refuge than a place of detention.  The chords of life had been cruelly jarred in her bosom, and the discords in her character thence resulting agonized her more than they displeased others.  As for the extraordinary communication which had led to this disorder of mind, we do not hesitate, under the circumstances, to pronounce it an act of gratuitous cruelty.  Of all pangs that can assail a human heart, none transcends that of learning the worthlessness of those we love; and to lay this burden, which has crushed and crazed the strongest natures, upon the tender heart of a child, was little less than murderous.  Nor can the motive assigned justify an act so cruel; since modern morality increasingly teaches that the means must justify themselves, as well as the end.  In spite of these odious revelations, the child felt that her love for her mother was undiminished, and a pitying comprehension of the natural differences between the two nearest to her on earth slowly arose in her mind, allowing her to do justice to the intentions of both.