that morbid condition, you would know that there is
more reason to mourn over it than to laugh at it.
There is acute misery felt now and then; and there
is a pervading, never-departing sense of the hollowness
of the morbid mirth. It is but a very few degrees
better than “moody madness, laughing wild, amid
severest woe.” By depression of spirits
I understand a dejection without any cause that could
be stated, or from causes which in a healthy mind
would produce no such degree of dejection. No
doubt, many men can remember seasons of dejection
which was not imaginary, and of anxiety and misery
whose causes were only too real. You can remember,
perhaps, the dark time in which you knew quite well
what it was that made it so dark. Well, better
days have come. That sorrowful, wearing time,
which exhausted the springs of life faster than ordinary
living would have done, which aged you in heart and
frame before your day, dragged over, and it is gone.
You carried heavy weight, indeed, while it lasted.
It was but poor running you made, poor work you did,
with that feeble, anxious, disappointed, miserable
heart. And you would many a time have been thankful
to creep into a quiet grave. Perhaps that season
did you good. Perhaps it was the discipline you
needed. Perhaps it took out your self-conceit,
and made you humble. Perhaps it disposed you to
feel for the griefs and cares of others, and made
you sympathetic. Perhaps, looking back now, you
can discern the end it served. And now that it
has done its work, and that it only stings you when
you look back, let that time be quite forgotten!
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There are men, and very clever men, who do the work
of life at a disadvantage, through this, that
their mind is a machine fitted for doing well only
one kind of work,—or that their mind is
a machine which, though doing many things well, does
some one thing, perhaps a conspicuous thing, very
poorly. You find it hard to give a man credit
for being possessed of sense and talent, if you hear
him make a speech at a public dinner, which speech
approaches the idiotic for its silliness and confusion.
And the vulgar mind readily concludes that he who
does one thing extremely ill can do nothing well, and
that he who is ignorant on one point is ignorant on
all. A friend of mine, a country parson, on first
going to his parish, resolved to farm his glebe for
himself. A neighboring farmer kindly offered the
parson to plough one of his fields. The farmer
said that he would send his man John with a plough
and a pair of horses, on a certain day. “If
ye’re goin’ about,” said the farmer
to the clergyman, “John will be unco’ weel
pleased, if you speak to him, and say it’s a
fine day, or the like o’ that; but dinna,”
said the farmer, with much solemnity, “dinna
say onything to him aboot ploughin’ and sawin’;
for John,” he added, “is a stupid body,
but he has been ploughin’ and sawin’ all
his life, and he’ll see in a minute that ye