dungeon, and groped through these heavy-browed hills,
these color-dreams, through even the homely kind faces
on the street, to find the God that lay behind.
So the light showed her the world, and, making its
beauty and warmth divine and near to her, the warmth
and beauty became real in her, found their homely
shadows in her daily life. So it showed her, too,
through her vague childish knowledge, the Master in
whom she believed,—showed Him to her in
everything that lived, more real than all beside.
The waiting earth, the prophetic sky, the coarsest
or fairest atom that she touched was but a part of
Him, something sent to tell of Him,—she
dimly felt; though, as I said, she had no words for
such a thought. Yet even more real than this.
There was no pain nor temptation down in those dark
cellars where she went that He had not borne,—not
one. Nor was there the least pleasure came to
her or the others, not even a cheerful fire, or kind
words, or a warm, hearty laugh, that she did not know
He sent it and was glad to do it. She knew that
well! So it was that He took part in her humble
daily life, and became more real to her day by day.
Very homely shadows her life gave of His light, for
it was His: homely, because of her poor way of
living, and of the depth to which the heavy foot of
the world had crushed her. Yet they were there
all the time, in her cheery patience, if nothing more.
To-night, for instance, how differently the surging
crowd seemed to her from what it did to Knowles!
She looked down on it from her high wood-steps with
an eager interest, ready with her weak, timid laugh
to answer every friendly call from below. She
had no power to see them as types of great classes;
they were just so many living people, whom she knew,
and who, most of them, had been kind to her.
Whatever good there was in the vilest face, (and there
was always something,) she was sure to see it.
The light made her poor eyes strong for that.
She liked to sit there in the evenings, being alone,
yet never growing lonesome; there was so much that
was pleasant to watch and listen to, as the cool brown
twilight came on. If, as Knowles thought, the
world was a dreary discord, she knew nothing of it.
People were going from their work now,—they
had time to talk and joke by the way,—stopping,
or walking slowly down the cool shadows of the pavement;
while here and there a lingering red sunbeam burnished
a window, or struck athwart the gray boulder-paved
street. From the houses near you could catch a
faint smell of supper: very friendly people those
were in these houses; she knew them all well.
The children came out with their faces washed, to
play, now the sun was down: the oldest of them
generally came to sit with her and hear a story.