that I was at my chambers on the night in question.
“I hope you may be able to do so,” said
the magistrate; “but in the mean time it is,
my duty to commit you;” and I was conducted
to gaol in a hackney-coach. I immediately summoned
one or two of my friends, and after laying open to
them the circumstances in which I had been placed,
we concerted the best means of defence. My laundress
could swear that I was in chambers the whole of the
evening when the robbery was committed; and though
this was the only direct evidence in my favour, yet
I assembled at least a dozen persons, men of repute
and station, as witnesses to my character. The
trial excited prodigious interest, but what was that
interest to the agony with which I regarded the issue!
Should I be convicted, my mysterious enemies would
enjoy, in triumph, my disgrace and degradation, and
might probably proceed by the same diabolical contrivances
to attempt even my life. The day came, and I
was arraigned among a herd of common felons; but the
consciousness of my innocence, and the hope of establishing
it, supported my heart. No sooner had I heard
the witnesses for the prosecution, than that hope
died within me. A number of persons deposed,
that on the night in question they had seen me in the
gambling-house; but they were men of indifferent character,
and not personally acquainted with me. At last,
with astonishment and horror I saw my venerable friend,
Mr. B——, put into the box, and heard
him swear in positive terms that he was present in
the room, and saw me at play. My defence availed
nothing. The wretched old woman, whom I produced,
as the court and jury believed, to establish my defence
by perjury, was immediately discredited, and the jury
returned a verdict of guilty. I was sentenced
to six months’ imprisonment. My feelings
I will not attempt to describe.
During my confinement I made the most energetic attempts
to reconcile myself to my fatal destiny. I formed
a plan for my future life, complete in every particular.
My character being destroyed, and most of my friends
alienated, I determined to convert my property into
money, and to seek a refuge in the United States.
At length the term of my imprisonment approached its
close, and on the 30th of September, 1791, I was liberated—my
flesh creeps as I name the day.
I waited in the prison till it was dusk. Finding
that I had the key of my chambers upon my person,
I resolved, in the first instance, to visit once again
the scene of my former tranquil studies. Before
I reached the Temple the gates had been closed, and
the gatekeeper, as I entered, eyed me with an unpleasant
curiosity. I reached my chambers. There was
still light sufficient to enable me to select some
papers which I particularly wished to secure.
I entered the chambers and walked in to my sitting-room,
but suddenly stopped on seeing a figure reclining on
the sofa. My library-table was before him, covered
with law books. At first I imagined that my laundress
had permitted some stranger to occupy my rooms during
my incarceration. As I entered the chamber the
figure rose, and with feelings of indescribable horror
I perceived the semblance of myself—