with the most delightful old trees, fir and laurel,
may, mulberry, hazel, apple, pear, and damson, not
to mention currant and gooseberry bushes innumerable,
and large strawberry beds spreading down the sunny
slopes. There was not a tree there that I did
not climb, and one, a widespreading Portugal laurel,
was my private country house. I had there my bedroom
and my sitting-rooms, my study, and my larder.
The larder was supplied by the fruit-trees, from which
I was free to pick as I would, and in the study I
would sit for hours with some favorite book—Milton’s
“Paradise Lost” the chief favorite of
all. The birds must often have felt startled,
when from the small swinging form perching on a branch,
came out in childish tones the “Thrones, dominations,
princedoms, virtues, powers”, of Milton’s
stately and sonorous verse. I liked to personify
Satan, and to declaim the grand speeches of the hero-rebel,
and many a happy hour did I pass in Milton’s
heaven and hell, with for companions Satan and “the
Son”, Gabriel and Abdiel. Then there was
a terrace running by the side of the churchyard, always
dry in the wettest weather, and bordered by an old
wooden fence, over which clambered roses of every shade;
never was such a garden for roses as that of the Old
Vicarage. At the end of the terrace was a little
summer-house, and in this a trap-door in the fence,
which swung open and displayed one of the fairest
views in England. Sheer from your feet downwards
went the hill, and then far below stretched the wooded
country till your eye reached the towers of Windsor
Castle, far away on the horizon. It was the view
at which Byron was never tired of gazing, as he lay
on the flat tombstone close by—Byron’s
tomb, as it is still called—of which he
wrote:
“Again I behold where for hours I have pondered,
As reclining, at eve, on yon tombstone
I lay,
Or round the steep brow of the churchyard I wandered,
To catch the last gleam of the sun’s
setting ray.”
Reader mine, if ever you go to Harrow, ask permission
to enter the old garden, and try the effect of that
sudden burst of beauty, as you swing back the small
trap-door at the terrace end.
Into this house we moved on my eighth birthday, and
for eleven years it was “home” to me,
left always with regret, returned to always with joy.
Almost immediately afterwards I left my mother for
the first time; for one day, visiting a family who
lived close by, I found a stranger sitting in the
drawing-room, a lame lady with, a strong face, which
softened marvellously as she smiled at the child who
came dancing in; she called me to her presently, and
took me on her lap and talked to me, and on the following
day our friend came to see my mother, to ask if she
would let me go away and be educated with this lady’s
niece, coming home for the holidays regularly, but
leaving my education in her hands. At first my
mother would not hear of it, for she and I scarcely
ever left each other; my love for her was an idolatry,