where they gave welcome to all in doubt. I soon
found that the Theism they professed was free from
the defects which revolted me in Christianity.
It left me God as a Supreme Goodness, while rejecting
all the barbarous dogmas of the Christian faith.
I now read Theodore Parker’s “Discourse
on Religion”, Francis Newman’s “Hebrew
Monarchy”, and other works, many of the essays
of Miss Frances Power Cobbe and of other Theistic
writers, and I no longer believed in the old dogmas
and hated while I believed; I no longer doubted whether
they were true or not; I shook them off, once for all,
with all their pain, and horror, and darkness, and
felt, with relief and joy inexpressible, that they
were all but the dreams of ignorant and semi-savage
minds, not the revelation of a God. The last remnant
of Christianity followed swiftly these cast-off creeds,
though, in parting with this, one last pang was felt.
It was the doctrine of the Deity of Christ. The
whole teaching of the Broad Church School tends, of
course, to emphasise the humanity at the expense of
the Deity of Christ, and when the eternal punishment
and the substitutionary atonement had vanished, there
seemed to be no sufficient reason left for so stupendous
a miracle as the incarnation of the Deity. I
saw that the idea of incarnation was common to all
Eastern creeds, not peculiar to Christianity; the doctrine
of the unity of God repelled the doctrine of the incarnation
of a portion of the Godhead. But the doctrine
was dear from association; there was something at
once soothing and ennobling in the idea of a union
between Man and God, between a perfect man and divine
supremacy, between a human heart and an almighty strength.
Jesus as God was interwoven with all art, with all
beauty in religion; to break with the Deity of Jesus
was to break with music, with painting, with literature;
the Divine Child in his mother’s arms, the Divine
Man in his Passion and in his triumph, the human friend
encircled with the majesty of the Godhead—did
inexorable Truth demand that this ideal figure, with
all its pathos, its beauty, its human love, should
pass into the Pantheon of the dead Gods of the Past?
VIII.
The struggle was a sharp one ere I could decide that
intellectual honesty demanded that the question of
the Deity of Christ should be analysed as strictly
as all else, and that the conclusions come to from
an impartial study of facts should be faced as steadily
as though they dealt with some unimportant question.
I was bound to recognise, however, that more than
intellectual honesty would be here required, for if
the result of the study were—as I dimly
felt it would be—to establish disbelief
in the supernatural claims of Christ, I could not
but feel that such disbelief would necessarily entail
most unpleasant external results. I might give
up belief in all save this, and yet remain a member
of the Church of England: views on Inspiration,