“Whose faith is fixt and cannot move;
  She darkly feels him great and wise,
  She dwells on him with faithful eyes,
  ‘I cannot understand:  I love.’”

Edward’s manners and conduct caused her more real anxiety than anything else.  Indeed, no other thoughtfulness could be called anxiety compared to this.  His faults, she could not but perceive, were strengthening with his strength, and growing with his growth.  She could not help wondering whence he obtained the money to pay for his dress, which she thought was of a very expensive kind.  She heard him also incidentally allude to “runs up to town,” of which, at the time, neither she nor her mother had been made aware.  He seemed confused when she questioned him about these, although he tried to laugh it off; and asked her how she, a country girl, cooped up among one set of people, could have any idea of the life it was necessary for a man to lead who “had any hope of getting on in the world.”  He must have acquaintances and connections, and see something of life, and make an appearance.  She was silenced, but not satisfied.  Nor was she at ease with regard to his health.  He looked ill, and worn; and, when he was not rattling and laughing, his face fell into a shape of anxiety and uneasiness, which was new to her in it.  He reminded her painfully of an old German engraving she had seen in Mrs. Buxton’s portfolio, called, “Pleasure digging a Grave;” Pleasure being represented by a ghastly figure of a young man, eagerly industrious over his dismal work.

A few days after he went away, Nancy came to her in her bed-room.

“Miss Maggie,” said she, “may I just speak a word?” But when the permission was given, she hesitated.

“It’s none of my business, to be sure,” said she at last:  “only, you see, I’ve lived with your mother ever since she was married; and I care a deal for both you and Master Edward.  And I think he drains Missus of her money; and it makes me not easy in my mind.  You did not know of it, but he had his father’s old watch when he was over last time but one; I thought he was of an age to have a watch, and that it was all natural.  But, I reckon he’s sold it, and got that gimcrack one instead.  That’s perhaps natural too.  Young folks like young fashions.  But, this time, I think he has taken away your mother’s watch; at least, I’ve never seen it since he went.  And this morning she spoke to me about my wages.  I’m sure I’ve never asked for them, nor troubled her; but I’ll own it’s now near on to twelve months since she paid me; and she was as regular as clock-work till then.  Now, Miss Maggie don’t look so sorry, or I shall wish I had never spoken.  Poor Missus seemed sadly put about, and said something as I did not try to hear; for I was so vexed she should think I needed apologies, and them sort of things.  I’d rather live with you without wages than have her look so shame-faced as she did this morning.  I don’t want a bit for money, my dear; I’ve a deal in the Bank.  But I’m afeard Master Edward is spending too much, and pinching Missus.”