But I was not going to shut the door.
‘Have you got a servant here?’ I asked him.
‘She comes in the mornings,’ he replied.
‘Then there is no one in your flat?’
‘Not a shoul,’ said Diaz. ’Needn’t be ‘fraid.’
I’m not afraid,’ I said. ‘But I wanted to know. Which floor is it?’
‘Third. I’ll light a match.’
Then I pushed to the door, whose automatic latch clicked. We were fast in the courtyard.
Diaz dropped his matches in attempting to strike one. The metal box bounced on the tiles. I bent down and groped with both hands till I found it. And presently we began painfully to ascend the staircase, Diaz holding his umbrella and the rail, and I striking matches from time to time. We were on the second landing when I heard the bell ring again, and the banging of the front-door, and then voices at the foot of the staircase. I trembled lest we should be over-taken, and I would have hurried Diaz on, but he would not be hurried. Happily, as we were halfway between the second and third story, the man and the girl whose voices I heard stopped at the second. I caught sight of them momentarily through the banisters. The man was striking matches as I had been. ‘C’est ici,’ the girl whispered. She was dressed in blue with a very large hat. She put a key in the door when they had stopped, and then our matches went out simultaneously. The door shut, and Diaz and I were alone on the staircase again. I struck another match; we struggled on.
When I had taken his key from Diaz’ helpless hand, and opened his door and guided him within, and closed the door definitely upon the outer world, I breathed a great sigh. Every turn of the stair had been a station of the cross for me. We were now in utter darkness. The classical effluvium of inebriety mingled with the classical odour of the furnished lodging. But I cared not. I had at last successfully hidden his shame. No one could witness it now but me. So I was glad.
Neither of us said anything as, still with the aid of matches, I penetrated into the flat. Silently I peered about until I perceived a pair of candles, which I lighted. Diaz, with his hat on his head and his umbrella clasped tightly in his hand, fell into a chair. We glanced at each other.
‘You had better go to bed,’ I suggested. ’Take your hat off. You will feel better without it.’
He did not move, and I approached him and gently took his hat. I then touched the umbrella.
‘No, no, no!’ he cried suddenly; ’I’m always losing this umbrella, and I won’t let it out of my sight.’
‘As you wish,’ I replied coldly.
I was standing by him when he got up with a surprising lurch and put a hand on my shoulder. He evidently meant to kiss me. I kept him at arm’s length, feeling a sort of icy anger.
‘Go to bed,’ I repeated fiercely. ‘It is the only place for you.’