much perplexity,—if you had refrained from
saying such a hasty word,—if you had not
thoughtlessly made such a man your enemy! Such
a little thing may have changed the entire complexion
of your life. Ah, it was because the points were
turned the wrong way at that junction, that you are
now running along a line of railway through wild moorlands,
leaving the warm champaign below ever more hopelessly
behind. Hastily, or pettedly, or despairingly,
you took the wrong turning; or you might have been
dwelling now amid verdant fields and silver waters
in the country of contentment and success. Many
men and women, in the temporary bitterness of some
disappointment, have hastily made marriages which will
embitter all their future life,—or which
at least make it certain that in this world they will
never know a joyous heart any more. Men have died
as almost briefless barristers, toiling into old age
in heartless wrangling, who had their chance of high
places on the bench, but ambitiously resolved to wait
for something higher, and so missed the tide.
Men in the church have taken the wrong path at some
critical time, and doomed themselves to all the pangs
of disappointed ambition. But I think a sincere
man in the church has a great advantage over almost
all ordinary disappointed men. He has less temptation,
reading affairs by the light of after-time, to look
back with bitterness on any mistake he may have made.
For, if he be the man I mean, he took the decisive
step not without seeking the best of guidance; and
the whole training of his mind has fitted him for
seeing a higher Hand in the allotment of human conditions.
And if a man acted for the best, according to the light
he had, and if he truly believes that God puts all
in their places in life, he may look back without
bitterness upon what may appear the most grievous
mistakes. I must be suffered to add, that, if
he is able heartily to hold certain great truths and
to rest on certain sure promises, hardly any conceivable
earthly lot should stamp him a soured or disappointed
man. If it be a sober truth, that “all things
shall work together for good” to a certain order
of mankind, and if the deepest sorrows in this world
may serve to prepare us for a better,—why,
then, I think that one might hold by a certain ancient
philosopher (and something more) who said, “I
have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith
to be content.”
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You see, reader, that, in thinking of People of whom More might have been Made, we are limiting the scope of the subject. I am not thinking how more might have been made of us originally. No doubt, the potter had power over the clay. Give a larger brain, of finer quality, and the commonplace man might have been a Milton. A little change in the chemical composition of the gray matter of that little organ which is unquestionably connected with the mind’s working as no other organ of the body is, and, oh, what a different order of thought