you accept; and perhaps some slight and fanciful consideration
is allowed to turn the scale. But now you look
back, and you can see that there was the turning-point
in your life; it was because you went there to the
right, and not to the left, that you are now a great
English prelate, and not a humble Scotch professor.
Was there not a time in a certain great man’s
life, at which the lines of rail diverged, and at which
the question was settled, Should he be a minister
of the Scotch Kirk, or should he be Lord High Chancellor
of Great Britain? I can imagine a stage in the
history of a lad in a counting-house, at which the
little angle of rail may be pushed in or pushed back
that shall send the train to one of two places five
hundred miles asunder: it may depend upon whether
he shall take or not take that half-crown, whether,
thirty years after, he shall be taking the chair,
a rubicund baronet, at a missionary society meeting,
and receive the commendations of philanthropic peers
and earnest bishops, or be laboring in chains at Norfolk
Island, a brutalized, cursing, hardened, scourge-scarred,
despairing wretch, without a hope for this life or
the other. Oh, how much may turn upon a little
thing! Because the railway train in which you
were coming to a certain place was stopped by a snowstorm,
the whole character of your life may have been changed.
Because some one was in the drawing-room when you
went to see Miss Smith on a certain day, resolved to
put to her a certain question, you missed the tide,
you lost your chance, you went away to Australia and
never saw her more. It fell upon a day that a
ship, coming from Melbourne, was weathering a rocky
point on an iron-bound coast, and was driven close
upon that perilous shore. They tried to put her
about; it was the last chance. It was a moment
of awful risk and decision. If the wind catches
the sails, now shivering as the ship comes up, on
the right side, then all on board are safe. If
the wind catches the sails on the other side, then
all on board must perish. And so it all depends
upon which surface of certain square yards of canvas
the uncertain breeze shall strike, whether John Smith,
who is coming home from the diggings with twenty thousand
pounds, shall go down and never be heard of again
by his poor mother and sisters away in Scotland,—or
whether he shall get safely back, a rich man, to gladden
their hearts, and buy a pretty little place, and improve
the house on it into the pleasantest picture, and
purchase, and ride, and drive various horses, and
be seen on market-days sauntering in the High Street
of the county-town, and get married, and run about
the lawn before his door, chasing his little children,
and become a decent elder of the Church, and live
quietly and happily for many years. Yes, from
what precise point of the compass the next flaw of
wind should come would decide the question between
the long homely life in Scotland and a nameless burial
deep in a foreign sea.