Ah, the weary waste of pillow where I laid my lonely
head!
Sinking, like a shipwrecked sailor, in a patchwork
sea of bed,
While the moonlight through the casement cast a grim
and ghastly glare
O’er the stiff and stately presence of each
dismal haircloth chair;
And it touched the mantel’s splendor, where
the wax fruit used to be,
And the alabaster image Uncle Josh brought home from
sea;
While the breeze that shook the curtains spread a
musty, faint perfume
And a subtle scent of camphor through the best spare
room.
Round the walls were hung the pictures of the dear
ones passed away,
“Uncle Si and A’nt Lurany,” taken
on their wedding day;
Cousin Ruth, who died at twenty, in the corner had
a place
Near the wreath from Eben’s coffin, dipped in
wax and in a case;
Grandpa Wilkins, done in color by some artist of the
town,
Ears askew and somewhat cross-eyed, but with fixed
and awful frown,
Seeming somehow to be waiting to enjoy the dreadful
doom
Of the frightened little sleeper in the best spare
room.
Every rustle of the corn-husks in the mattress underneath
Was to me a ghostly whisper muttered through a phantom’s
teeth,
And the mice behind the wainscot, as they scampered
round about,
Filled my soul with speechless horror when I’d
put the candle out.
So I’m deeply sympathetic when some story I
have read
Of a victim buried living by his friends who thought
him dead;
And I think I know his feelings in the cold and silent
tomb,
For I’ve slept at Uncle Hiram’s in the
best spare room.
* * * * *
THE OLD CARRYALL
It’s alone in the dark of the old wagon-shed,
Where the spider-webs swing from the beams overhead,
And the sun, siftin’ in through the dirt and
the mold
Of the winder’s dim pane, specks it over with
gold.
Its curtains are tattered, its cushions are worn,
It’s a kind of a ghost of a carriage, forlorn,
And the dust from the roof settles down like a pall
On the sorrowin’ shape of the old carryall.
It was built long ago, when the world seemed ter be
A heaven, jest made up for Mary and me,
And my mind wanders back to that first happy ride
When she sat beside me,—my beauty and bride.
Ah, them were the days when the village was new
And folks took time to live, as God meant ’em
ter do;
And there’s many a huskin’ and quiltin’
and ball
That we drove to and back in the old carryall.
And here in the paint are the marks of the feet
Where a little form climbed ter the high-fashioned
seat,
And soft baby fingers them curtains have swung,
And a curly head’s nestled the cushions among;
And then come the gloom of that black, bitter day
When “Thy will be done” looked so wicked
ter say
As we drove to the grave, while the rain seemed to
fall
Like the tears of the sky on the old carryall.