’Have you noticed how Ethel Eastwick goes after him? And the odd part of it is, that she can’t see that he dislikes her. He thinks nothing of her singing; he remained talking to me in the conservatory the whole time. I asked him to come into the drawing-room, but he pretended to misunderstand me, and asked me if I felt a draught. He said, “Let me get you a shawl.” I said, “I assure you, Hubert, I don’t feel any draught.” But he would not believe me, and said he could not allow me to sit there without something on my shoulders. I begged of him not to move, for I knew that Ethel would never forgive me if I interrupted her singing; but he said he could get me a wrap without interrupting any one. He opened the conservatory door, ran across the lawn round to the front door, and came back with—what do you think? With two wraps instead of one; one was mine, and the other belonged to—I don’t know who it belonged to. So I said, “Oh, what ever shall we do? I cannot let you go back again. If any one was to come in and find me alone, what ever would they think!” Hubert said, “Will you come with me? A walk in the garden will be pleasanter than sitting in the conservatory.” I didn’t like going at first, but I thought there couldn’t be much harm.’
It seemed to Emily very terrible and very wonderful, and she experienced throughout her numbed sense a strange, thrilling pain, akin to joy, and she sat, her little fragile form lost in the arm-chair, her great eyes fixed in ecstasy, seeing still the dark garden with the great star risen like a phantom above the trees. That evening had been to her a wonder and an enchantment, and her pausing thoughts dwelt on the moment when the distant sound of a bell reached their ears, and the bell came nearer, clanging fiercely in the sonorous garden. Then they saw a light—some one had come for them with a lantern—a joke, a suitable pleasantry, and amid joyous laughter, watching the setting moon, they had gone back to the tiled house, where dancers still passed the white-curtained windows. Hubert had sat by her at supper, serving her with meat and drink. In the sway of memory she trembled and started, looking in the great arm-chair like a little bird that the moon keeps awake in its soft nest. She no longer wished to tell Julia of that night in the garden; her sensation of it lay far beyond words; it was her secret, and it shone through her dreamy youth even as the star had shone through the heavens that night. Suddenly she said—
‘I wonder what Hubert is doing in London? I wonder where he is now?’
‘Now? It is just nine. I suppose he’s in some theatre.’
’I suppose he goes a great deal to the theatre. I wonder who he goes with. He has lots of friends in London—actresses, I suppose; he knows them who play in his plays. He dines at his club——’
‘Or at a restaurant.’
’I wonder what a restaurant is like; ladies dine at restaurants, don’t they?’