to run the way of God’s commandments. Thus
God was pleased (as he himself used to speak) in an
hour to turn his captivity. All the terrors of
his former state were changed into unutterable joy,
which kept him almost continually waking for three
nights together, and yet refreshed him as the noblest
of cordials. His expressions, though naturally
very strong, always seemed to be swallowed up when
he would describe the series of thought through which
he now passed, under the rapturous experience of that
joy unspeakable and full of glory, which then seemed
to overflow his very soul, as indeed there was nothing
he seemed to speak of with greater relish. And
though the first ecstasies of it afterwards subsided
into a more calm and composed delight, yet were the
impressions so deep and so permanent, that he assured
me, on the word of a Christian and a friend, wonderful
as it might seem, that, for about seven years after
this, he enjoyed almost heaven upon earth. His
soul was so continually filled with a sense of the
love of God in Christ, that it knew little interruption,
but when necessary converse, and the duties of his
station, called off his thoughts for a little time.
And when they did so, as soon as he was alone, the
torrent returned into its natural channel again; so
that, from the minute of awakening in the morning,
his heart was raised to God, and triumphing in him;
and these thoughts attended him through all the scenes
of life, till he lay down on his bed again, and a short
parenthesis of sleep (for it was but a very short
one that he allowed himself) invigorated his animal
powers, for renewing them with greater intenseness
and sensibility.
I shall have an opportunity of illustrating this in
the most convincing manner below, by extracts from
several letters which he wrote to intimate friends
during this happy period of time—letters
which breathe a spirit of such sublime and fervent
piety as I have seldom met with any where else.
In these circumstances, it is no wonder that he was
greatly delighted with Dr. Watts’s imitation
of the 126th Psalm, since it may be questioned whether
there ever was a person to whom the following stanzas
of it were more suitable:—
When God revealed his gracious name,
And changed my mournful state,
My rapture seemed a pleasing dream,
Thy grace appeared so great.
The world beheld the glorious change,
And did thine hand confess;
My tongue broke out in unknown strains,
And sung surprising grace.
“Great is the work,” my neighbours
cried,
And owned the power divine:
“Great is the work,” my heart
replied,
“And be the glory thine.”
The Lord can change the darkest skies,
Can give us day for night,
Make drops of sacred sorrow rise,
To rivers of delight.
Let those that sow in sadness, wait
Till the fair harvest come!
They shall confess their sheaves are great,
And shout the blessings home.