six weeks old, he should prejudice so good a cause
by his unskilful manner of defending it. However,
he sought his refuge in earnest and repeated prayers
to God, that he who can ordain strength, and perfect
praise, out of the mouth of babes and sucklings, would
graciously enable him on this occasion to vindicate
his truths in a manner which might carry conviction
along with it. He then endeavoured to marshal
the arguments in his own mind as well as he could;
and apprehending that he could not speak with so much
freedom before a number of persons, especially before
such whose province he might seem in that case to
invade, if he had not devolved the principal part of
the discourse upon them, he easily admitted the apology
of a clergyman or two, to whom he mentioned the affair,
and waited on the lady alone upon the day appointed.
But his heart was so set upon the business, that he
came earlier than he was expected, and time enough
to have two hours’ discourse before dinner;
nor did he at all decline having two persons, nearly
related to the lady, present during the conference.
The major opened it, with a view of such arguments
for the Christian religion as he had digested in his
own mind, to prove that the apostles were not mistaken
themselves, and that they could not have intended to
impose upon us, in the accounts they give of the grand
facts they attest; with the truth of which facts,
that of the Christian religion is most apparently
connected. And it was a great encouragement to
him to find, that unaccustomed as he was to discourses
of this nature, he had an unusual command both of
thought and expression, so that he recollected and
uttered every thing as he could have wished. The
lady heard with attention; and though he paused between
every branch of the argument, she did not interrupt
the course of it till he told her he had finished
his design, and waited for her reply. She then,
produced some of her objections, which he took up
and canvassed in such a manner that at length she
burst into tears, allowed the force of his arguments
and replies, and appeared for some time after so deeply
impressed with the conversation, that it was observed
by several of her friends; and there is reason to
believe that the impression continued, at least so
far as to prevent her from ever appearing under the
character of an unbeliever or a sceptic.
This is only one specimen among many of the battles he was almost daily called out to fight in the cause of religion and virtue; with relation to which I find him expressing himself thus in a letter to Mrs. Gardiner, his good mother, dated from Paris the 25th of January following, that is 1719-20, in answer to one in which she had warned him to expect such trials: “I have (says he) already met with them, and am obliged to fight, and to dispute every inch of ground. But all thanks and praise to the great Captain of my salvation. He fights for me, and then it is no wonder that I come off more than conqueror:”