And still she look’d, and still the terror grew
Of that strange, bright and dreadful thing, a court,
All staring at her in her faded silk:
And softly to her own sweet heart she said:
“This noble prince who
won our earldom back,
So splendid in his acts and his attire,
Sweet heaven, how much I shall discredit
him!
Would he could tarry with us here awhile,
But being so beholden to the Prince,
It were but little grace in any of us,
Bent as he seem’d on going this
third day,
To seek a second favor at his hands.
Yet if he could but tarry a day or two,
Myself would work eye dim, and finger
lame,
Far liefer than so much discredit him.”
And Enid fell in longing for
a dress
All branch’d and flower’d
with gold, a costly gift
Of her good mother, given her on the night
Before her birthday, three sad years ago.
That night of fire, when Edyrn sack’d
their house,
And scatter’d all they had to all
the winds:
For while the mother show’d it,
and the two
Were turning and admiring it, the work
To both appear’d so costly, rose
a cry
That Edyrn’s men were on them, and
they fled
With little save the jewels they had on,
Which being sold and sold had bought them
bread:
And Edyrn’s men had caught them
in their flight,
And placed them in this ruin; and she
wish’d
The Prince had found her in her ancient
home;
Then let her fancy flit across the past,
And roam the goodly places that she knew;
And last bethought her how she used to
watch,
Near that old home, a pool of golden carp;
And one was patch’d and blurr’d
and lustreless
Among his burnish’d brethren of
the pool;
And half asleep she made comparison
Of that and these to her own faded self
And the gay court, and fell asleep again;
And dreamt herself was such a faded form
Among her burnish’d sisters of the
pool;
But this was in the garden of a king;
And tho’ she lay dark in the pool,
she knew
That all was bright; that all about were
birds
Of sunny plume in gilded trellis-work;
That all the turf was rich in plots that
look’d
Each like a garnet or a turkis in it;
And lords and ladies of the high court
went
In silver tissue talking things of state;
And children of the King in cloth of gold
Glanced at the doors or gambol’d
down the walks;
And while she thought “They will
not see me,” came
A stately queen whose name was Guinevere,
And all the children in their cloth of
gold
Ran to her, crying, “If we have
fish at all
Let them be gold; and charge the gardeners
now
To pick the faded creature from the pool,
And cast it on the mixen[5] that it die.”
And therewithal one came and seized on
her,
And Enid started waking, with her heart
All overshadow’d by the foolish
dream,
And lo! it was her mother grasping her
To get her well awake; and in her hand
A suit of bright apparel, which she laid
Flat on the couch, and spoke exultingly: