[Footnote 8: The Elders are the wise men who, with their gifts of myrrh. came to worship Christ in the manger.]
But now the whole Round Table is dissolved
Which was an image of the mighty world,
And I, the last, go forth companionless,
And the days darken round me, and the
years,
Among new men, strange faces, other minds.”
And slowly answer’d Arthur from
the barge:
“The old order changeth, yielding
place to new,
And God fulfils himself in many ways,
Lest one good custom should corrupt the
world.
Comfort thyself: what comfort is
in me?
I have lived my life, and that which I
have done
May He within himself make pure! but thou,
If thou shouldst never see my face again,
Pray for my soul. More things are
wrought by prayer
Than this world dreams of. Wherefore,
let thy voice
Rise like a fountain for me night and
day.
For what are men better than sheep or
goats
That nourish a blind life within the brain,
If, knowing God, they lift not hands of
prayer
Both for themselves and those who call
them friend?
For so the whole round earth is every
way
Bound by gold chains about the feet of
God.
But now farewell. I am going a long
way
With these thou seest—if indeed
I go
(For all my mind is clouded with a doubt)—
To the island-valley of Avilion;
Where falls not hail, or rain, or any
snow,
Nor ever wind blows loudly; but it lies
Deep-meadow’d, happy, fair with
orchard lawns
And bowery hollows crown’d with
summer sea,
Where I will heal me of my grievous wound.”
So said he, and the barge with oar and
sail
Moved from the brink, like some full-breasted
swan
That, fluting a wild carol ere her death,
Ruffles her pure cold plume, and takes
the flood
With swarthy webs. Long stood Sir
Bedivere
Revolving many memories, till the hull
Look’d one black dot against the
verge of dawn,
And on the mere the wailing died away.
But when that moan had past
for evermore,
The stillness of the dead world’s
winter dawn
Amazed him, and he groan’d, “The
King is gone.”
And therewithal came on him the weird
rhyme,
“From the great deep to the great
deep he goes.”
Whereat he slowly turn’d and slowly clomb
The last hard footstep of that iron crag;
Thence mark’d the black hull moving yet, and
cried,
“He passes to be King among the dead,
And after healing of his grievous wound
He comes again; but—if he come no more—
O me, be yon dark Queens in yon black boat,
Who shriek’d and wail’d, the three whereat
we gazed
On that high day, when, clothed with living light,
They stood before his throne in silence, friends
Of Arthur, who should help him at his need?”
Then from the dawn it seem’d there came, but
faint
As from beyond the limit of the world,
Like the last echo born of a great cry,
Sounds, as if some fair city were one voice
Around a king returning from his wars.